Love Talk // Minsung 🔛

💕Chapter 37

"Get away from me kitae!"

"Jisung please..I'm sorry..I.."

"no!..don't..Please,leave..." Jisung asked in fear, but kitae wasn't listening, his heart breaks seeing the younger crying, he knows how bad of a person he was, but his better now..he promise. He came back wanting to apologise to Jisung, but he wasn't expecting to run into Jisung that soon

"Please..please kitae..leave me alone!" Jisung dropped the last word harshly tears once again were rolling down his cheeks, it hurts him even more knowing Jisung is crying now because he was afraid of him

"Please Jisung, I want to talk to you" kitae said as he pulled Jisung in for a hug, he hugged the younger tightly while Jisung was trying to get out of his grip

"Please Jisung, I promise I won't hurt you anymore"

"You're scary kitae....I'm scared of you"

Those words stab right into kitae's heart like knifes, he let go of the younger, "Jisung...I'm sorry about the pass..I..I don't know what got into me..I was crazy I was insane..I know..please..I don't ask for forgiveness..since I know how psycho I was"

Do I trust him?

"Jisung listen, it was all my sister's fault, she forced me drugs..she force me into a different person..I don't like my sister, I hate her, she changed me so much. I wanted to ran away as she was driving me insane" kitae paused

"The night when I almost killed you was my sister's fault, she tricked me thinking you were someone else trying to hurt her, she gave me pills that makes me delusional..after what happened to you, I was arrested and got in trouble for domestic violent, but they realised I was not in the right state of mind they put in a hospital"

"I was in the hospital for weeks and weeks, I start feeling guilty very guilty to the point I just want to die..."

Jisung took his hands out, but he was too scared to touch kitae even though he could see the guilt in his eyes

"After days and days of therapy lesson, I finally got out and reflect on what I did wrong....when I got out the first thing in my mind was to run oversea, I know I needed more help even though I was already fine, but it wasn't safe..my sister came visit me often..I..I hated it so much..."

"I got more treatment..and now I'm back..I came back I really meant no harm to you and really wanted to sincerely apologise to you" kitae said as he looked down

Jisung somewhat felt relief, "r..really?" Jisung questioned, "I swear to my heart Jisung, I really will never hurt you anymore! ..a-and plus I've already find..someone.." kitae said nervously

"Really? I'm happy for you" Jisung smiled for the first time since they met

"Y-yes...h-his really special to me..he was taking care of me all along and I kinda...fall for him" kitae said blushing, Jisung smiled, his hands was still shaking but he softly patted the boy on the head, "t..thank you for telling me kitae" 

Kitae sees how shaky jisung's hands were, he gently grabbed his hands and held it in his palm, "I'm sorry for everything.."

"Hey..let's just forget what happened years ago okay?" Jisung said

"B-but I almost killed.."

"Hey..is fine..well not fine...but it really is fine now.." Jisung smiled

Jisung stopped shaking as he put in trust for Kitae, the two was silence before kitae speak up, "can..can I ask..why were you crying?" Kitae looked at Jisung with the softest expression

The two end up going to a cafe and Jisung explained what happened. ".....I really like him I guess...but I'm not sure about his feelings for me" Jisung sighed

"Hey, is okay, we kinda when through the same thing, I feel you. When I first met my boyfriend, he was so flirty, but soon I find out he was more than just flirty, i find out his real self, he was so sweet and caring. He asked if I would accept him, I said that's only if he proof to me that he's feelings were real and not a joke"

"At first i really didn't trust him, as it seem is fake, or he was just sweet to me for fun, but as time goes on, I do see small things he does for me..slowly..slowly..I started to accept his feelings"

"Take your time, if after so long, he still wasn't the one, or it doesn't feel right. Then I suggest you to move on" Kitae said and Jisung nodded

"Thanks Kitae" Jisung smiled

"Hmm..one more questioned" Kitae asked nervously rubbing the back of his neck, "I..I was wondering if we can go back to as friends?"

"Sure" Jisung smiled