Capricious

Silent

I scream, seek, cry, stumble
I don't know where to go
Whose shoulder will I call?
I just want to know

I panic when I look in the mirror
Who is the figure inside of it?
Hopeless with an undistinguished color
Seems  living in a clear sheet

Someone whisper
'I lost myself in the midst of seeking'
Low voice rise above the letter
Curiosity doubt what I am experiencing

What's happening? Am I  out of control?
I can't even know who am I
Neither  the owner of this soul
Or Am I pretending that my life is a lie?

I crack the mirror and leave the side
I knew it! It is a silent battle
It's me and there is nothing to hide
God  sent an angel,  lifted me up to handle

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