RadioDust One-shots

Goodbye (Major Angst) Part 1

this has suicide and self harm along with abuse and breakups,abusive relationships, cheating etc. Please read with cation this will not be a happy RadioDust chapter. If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts please seek help it will get better. 

anyways get ready to probably cry on to the chapter.

will be a second part
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Angel Dust's POV

Alastor was mad again right now he was yelling at me

"Stupid whore! what have i told you!" he scream at me. He found out i went to work again because i had to

"N-not to go t-to the studios" i stutter out shakily trembling :I-I had to A-Al" i stutter out again he raises his hand i flinch covering my face as i feel his clawed hand come down on my creating a deep scratch on my arm.

"I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO SLUT I TOLD YOU NOT TO GO BACK"  he yells hitting me again i whimper out "QUIT WITH THE WHIMPERING BITCH" he says kicking me in the side very harshly, i cough up blood holding back a yelp. This continues for a while, i lost track of how long but by the time he was done everything hurt. It's okay i deserved this " oh God Angel im so sorry i got mad again i didn't mean to" he says his tone calm again as he helps clean me up and bandaging me up

"It's okay Al, i forgive you. I deserved it this time" I say hugging him softly he gently hugs back. He only hit me when he was mad or i deserved it so its was okay

"lets go lay down dear" he says i nod hugging him yawning

" I love you Al" i say he pets my hair picking me up

"I loved you too Angel" he set me on the bed covering me up soon i fall asleep

Alastor's POV

 as soon as Angel fell asleep i rolled my eyes sighing disappearing in my shadow before showing back up at Mimzy's bar. Was i cheating on Angel, yes. Do i care, No he wont find out so it was fine. Did Mimzy know i was still with Angel, no she didnt need to.

"Hello Mimzy dear" i say as she came up to me. i pull her into a hug kissing her head "how are you today darling?" i ask her she giggles

" im okay Al Hun, How's the hotel?" she asks i laugh a bit

"it's going well that bitch Angel is still clingy as always but other then him its going well" i say

"still? sorry Hun," she says. We talk for a while

Back To Angel Dust's POV

i wake up to Alastor gone i sigh sitting up whimpering in pain, everything hurt.

"i'll go get some pain medicine from Charlie" i say standing up shakily going to Charlie "Hey charlie can i get some pain meds before i turn to drugs?" i ask she turns to look at me as she was doing something

" yeah what ha-"she looks at all the wounds on me and gasps "Angel what happened?" she asks gently taking me to her office

"I made him mad again and he hit me, it's okay i deserved it" i say she frowns

"Alastor hit you again? That's not okay Angel. You should breakup with him if he keeps hitting you" Charlie says 

"No! i need him! it was my own fault i made him mad by going to the studios when i was told not to. its okay just please i need something before i turn back to Opioids or something to numb the pain and make Al mad again" I beg as the pain gets to be really bad. 

" okay, one second" she goes to a box looking through it handing me two small pills getting a bottle of water she had in her office handing it to me "here you go they should help they just might take a second" she says i nod and take them giving a small whimper as i moved as it really hurt.