Transgender?(possibly triggering)

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this is a Trans!Angel AU everyone sees him as a female right away because of his voice and appearance they think Angel is a girl and some even refuse to call him by what he asks etc.
Small Key!
Cherri calls him Angie still but he doesnt mind as much because she still uses the he/him pronouns
Charlie tries her best to remember but messes up sometimes
Molly calls him Angel
everyone else either doesnt care what he wants or doesnt know
Alastor and him are dating but Angel has always too scared to tell him

Other Information and Warningsof the chapter(s)
Also he isnt into drag in this chapter but Val makes him dress feminine at the studios even though he knows Angel identifies as male.
possible trans-phobia/transphobic slurs(they will be censored but there is one point where a character calls Angel the 't' word a few times so just be warned on that), and other possible triggers like abuse and having to act like the gender you are not etc so read with caution. i love you guys please don't think you have to read anything if it makes you uncomfortable!
Last thing this might be multiple chapters or quite long
Now on to the story
A/N 160 words
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No ones POV

It was a pretty cool night for Hell, the residents of the Happy Hotel slept all but Angel Dust who was sitting awake in bed looking in his mirror. His deer boyfriend lied asleep in bed his pet piglet right next to the deer demon asleep. He sighed. why couldn't they just listen to him. Why don't they care?Why do i have to act? Why was he so scared to tell everyone?

Angel lied in bed finally his little piglet by his side as he fell asleep.

-Time Skip-
Angel Dusts POV

I wake up sighing a bit, I look at the sleeping piglet on my chest and my boyfriend sleep next to me I smile carefully moving the piglet over I carefully get up as to not wake up Alastor or Fat Nuggets, I had to get ready for work, did i want to go, hell no of course not. Do i have to, yes. Does my boss make me dress like a girl when im around the studios, working and whenever he sees me unless i want to be beat, yes. Am i a girl, biologically you could say that, i've always known i was put in the wrong body though, i guess you could say. Im transgender but do many people care of course they dont this is Hell why would people give a shit, they didn't care when i was alive why would they now. Well a few people care and try really hard like my best friend Cherri, the princess of Hell and owner of the hotel i live in Charlie and my twin sister Molly, the only family other then ma who ever gave a shit about me, she s an angel but still ended up in hell because of the mafia pa made us be part. Anyways i was silently looking in my mirror while holding dresses up, I hated dresses, with makeup all i was okay ever wearing was a bit of eyeliner for the sole reason of it makes me look more awake and excited to be doing everything, and my heeled shoes that weren't really feminine but Molly got me and i love them. that was all though. I sigh softly again picking out a black flow-y dress that ended at about my knees. a bit higher, i put on shuddering a small bit looking in the mirror. I see the small piglet behind me sitting, now awake, on the bed just looking at me. Though Al was still asleep, a slight humming noise coming from him like white noise. I turn to the piglet

"Hey Nuggets, daddy has to get to work, he'll be back soon okay." i say softly to the small piglet putting on some stocking-like socks that were also black to match the dress I was forcing myself to wear. I get Fat Nuggets some food and water before sliding on my low-heeled, lower-thigh high boots and leaving to the studios quickly after leaving a note on the door of Charlie's office to let her know where i was. She always worries about me but knows i can't really quit so i write:

'Hey Charlie, had to get to the studios today, don't want Val angry. I should be back soon so don't worry. Sorry im still stuck with Val. Let Al know when he wakes up please, see you soon ~Angel Dust'

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