RadioDust One-shots

Transgender?(possibly triggering)

i stick put the note on her desk where i know she will see it and leave quickly.

-Time Skip to the studios_

I finally made it to the studios about 5 minutes before i had to be here and i immediately hear

"Angie Sweetheart i was wondering if you were ever going to show up baby girl lets get you ready" Val said coming up behind me half heartily but roughly wrapping me in his grasps, i felt his clawed nails dig into my arm a bit

"i.. Okay Big Vee, who do i have today? any ideas or no?" i ask about to correct him before realizing there was no point

"a few demons that want you, not sure who go get ready" he says his harsh, rough seductive tone bold in his voice, i nod

"yeah, okay" i go off to my room to get ready. I hate it here, I hate Val, I hate being called baby girl and Angie by anyone but Cherri Bomb, I hate being here, I hate being referred to as a female which i'm not, I. Hate. It! I growl slightly getting ready and changed before Val comes and yells at me. Soon enough I'm being used like a toy by anyone who pays enough for me. I'm use to it by now, being used by one person; touched, grabbed, hurt, fucked. Then i'm given to the next person to repeat the process of being used as the female i'm always forced to be,since 'biologically' i am. Even if I'm not. This continues all day and sometimes into the night depending on how pissed of Valentino is that day. Depending on the day Val uses me too. It doesn't matter i'm use to it. Anyways the day goes on as normal by about 3 o'clock ish in the afternoon Val grabs me pulling me off to the side

"You don't have anyone else for a bit Angie so how about we have some fun" He says i throw on my act smirking a small bit

"Whatever you want Val, we can play if you want to play" I say seductively, it was all an act of course but do i know i have to act, yes. Val smirks at me and takes me to a room where he then uses me like the rest of them. Pain, that's all i feel with him, Val is always so rough and always hurts me but i have to act like i love it. I have to act, Always keep up my act. I'm an actor now, I have to be with as much as i act to love this, to love him, to love the pain, to love being called a girl. I have to act like i love it or he hurts me more. Soon enough he finishes with me too and gives me off to the next client i have that day after a kiss. I keep up my act until i'm done with the day "You can go now Angie, your done today" Val says i nod walking to my room

"Finally" i whisper opening my door changing into the same disgusting dress from this morning leaving the studios quickly getting back to the hotel. Vaggie glares at me

"Where the hell have you been?!" she yells spear at my throat in seconds

"The studios that's where. Where else would i be?" i say unamused but not moving due to, again, a sharp spear being at my throat.

"estúpida zorra culo, juro jodidamente (stupid ass slut, i fucking swear)" she says, I've heard that line enough to understand it. I just sigh

"can i get by yet? i want to change." i say annoyed

"why should i let you? Stupid bitch" she says clearly mad at me i sigh again going to speak before a voice beside me does first

"Let him change Vaggie" a higher voice says

"but she doesn't deserve to Charlie, she always does this! this stupid whore just" she gets cut off

"He. can't help it Vaggie, you know Valentino hurts him if he tries to leave" she says to vaggie, putting an emphasis on he vaggie just sighs

"Fine Charlie I'll let her by, go already Angie" she says i cringe a bit

"Thanks" i say looking at Charlie with a thankful expression mouthing 'thank you Charlie' going to my room changing into some shorts and an over-sized shirt and a pair of long socks laying taking off all my makeup cringing again. I lay next to Nuggets who oinks a bit "i'm okay Nugs, its okay im use to it already"i say hugging him close " i love you Nuggets." I kiss his little head he snorts and nuzzles my face a bit licking my cheek a bit. I give a soft laugh and pet him. We play around on my bed for a bit before a knock comes from my door "its unlocked, come in" i call a small bug-like girl comes in