Ghost Boyfriend

I know who you are

Pov: Yabu
Without paying attention to where I was going, thought about what Daiki and Yuri told me the other day. They said that Ryosuke is still there as a ghost or something. I said that I believe so as not to break their sensitive hearts even more, but I didn't believe it. Maybe it's just something they came up with to better manage the loss, but why so suddenly? Maybe it was just a joke sfter all. But they wouldn't joke about that. I didn't know, what I should do. Should I just go and check? That would be strange. Someone has already moved into Ryosuke's house. I would definitely confuse and scare her if I just go to her and say: "Hey, I would like to see if my dead friend is floating around here as a ghost." But what if it's true? Nonsense there is no such thing as ghosts. There are no ghosts, are there? I'm confused. I haven't dealt with Ryosuke for a long time. After his death, I put the memories in a box and put them in the dark forgotten corner of my mind. I pushed Ryosuke out of my mind and now everything is coming back. I thought I was done with the past but now it caught up with me. I haven't even gotten over Ryosuke a bit. It is just beginning. I am no different from the others. We all blame ourselves, although we couldn't help it. At least we say that. Officially Ryosuke died of an illness. But the truth is very different. We all know that. We all know that Ryosuke was- "Kooootaaaaa!!!" Keito's voice ripped me out of my thoughts. I had run to the graveyard without realizing it. I walked through the rows of dirty and forgotten graves with old, broken tombstones to Ryosuke's grave. It was clean, flowered and in top condition. The shiny inscription on the tombstone said:
"Yamada Ryosuke rests here in peace.
1993-2020.
He was a loving son and a valuable friend.
You will never be forgotten."
I looked at Keito, who was removing weeds. "Keito? ...." "Yes Kota?" I took a deep breath. "Did you ever got over Ryosuke?" He froze. "No, it hurts just like the first day if I'm honest." He took a small candle out of his pocket, lit it and placed it in front of the tombstone. "I cry every night because I left then and when I came back my best friend was dead. It haunts me in my thoughts and dreams." "Me too Keito."

Pov: Yamada
(y/n) has stayed away from me since the ghost bride incident. Did I scare her? Doesn't she like me anymore? Is she tired of ghosts. I've been thinking about her a lot lately because she makes me happy. I remember that I don't know anything about her. I slowly got out of the closet and went to her. "We need to talk." I sat on my armchair and she looked at her in silence. "I want to tell you who I was. You deserve to know the truth." "I know who you were Ryosuke Yamada. You were the center of the band Hey! Say! JUMP, which dissolved after your death. I also know who Daiki, Yuri and all of you are." I looked at her in shock. "Why didn't you tell me that?" I was hurt. "I thought it wasn't necessary. got along so well, I didn't want to ruin it." I could sing with joy, everything is fine between us. "I admit that I'm an old fan." "You're not old. you're about 20 or not " "22" "Good, since you already know everything about me. Tell me something about yourself." "I can see ghosts since I was little, people thought I was crazy and maybe I am. But I even saw the other world, this can't all be made up." To be honest. if someone had told me during my lifetime that he could see ghosts, I would have thought the person was crazy. But now I'm happy that she can see me. "I was always afraid of others. that's why I didn't build up close social contacts ..... you're my only friend." She breaks my heart. "Answer me a last question (y/n)" she looked at me. I took a deep breath before asking, "Are you afraid of death?" "No, because I know you will be there." I did not expected the answer. Does that mean she is happy to be with me? Does she loves me? I love her, that became clear last night, even if it's stupid to love someone you don't know. I wanted to confess my love to her here and now, but something was holding me back and so I kept silence. I have to admit I'm looking forward to her death.