Lost [TaoHan ONE SHOT]

LOST

He is happy for Kris and Suho or at least that's what he's been trying to tell himself for weeks. The constant pain in his chest whenever Kris comes over for his secret meetings with Suho, never seems to go away, no matter how hard he tries. He's been distancing himself from Suho subconsciously, he's been doing the same with Kris.

When Kris and Suho started their relationship and Kris would ring the doorbell, Tao would always be the first one to open the door and greet his beloved Ge with a big smile and embrace him in a hug. But as time passed by, Tao noticed that his Ge had absolutely no interested in the younger man and one day, he stopped running to the door whenever it ran. He stopped greeting Kris and Suho, afraid of what he might say or do. The last thing he wants to do is hurt his hyung and Ge with his uncontrollable attitude.

Everyone else except Suho and Kris noticed the sudden change in the younger but no one spoke of it out loud, no one dared to be the cause of a potential fight or worse. Tao, however, decided that it was enough of his behavior and that he needed to move on. But how and with whom?

He broke free from his thoughts and got up from his bed, he mumbled to himself what kind of clothes he should get dressed in before he finally found the perfect outfit and accessories to go along with his clothes.

"You can do this, hyung and Ge deserves to be happy without a spoilt brat in their presence." He whispered encouraging in front of the bathroom mirror. Satisfied with his speech and how he looked, he stepped out of his room and walked to the kitchen to get something to drink before he went out for tonight.

In the kitchen was Kris. "Just my luck" Tao mumbled and greeted his Ge with a quick smile before opening the refrigerator and grabbing the beer can before walking to the hall to put on his shoes, he carefully opened the can before chugging down the beer in a second. "Yah, Tao where are you going?" the person who he is trying to forget by going out yelled. Tao let out a loud sigh as he turned around to face his Ge. "Out" was all he said before he turned his heels and opened the front door, quickly stepping out and slamming close the door.

"Just walk away" Tao repeated until he got to his car. Sitting still in the driver's seat has never felt so impossible before, he wanted to run back and apologize for his attitude but he knew he needed to start this car and drive away to move on.

The big letters were glowing from meters distance "GLOBAL". As Tao got closer, his stomach got tighter and he considered going back home. How can he forget Kris with a one night stand? All the feelings he have for the tall man won't go away after one night. Tao knew that. But he still wanted to try.

The club was filled with people, left and right, they were blasting BIGBANG-Bang Bang Bang. Tao felt uncomfortable outside of his comfort zone, he was surrounded by people who were bumping into him. He walked straight to the bar and ordered a couple of shots, thinking that this might do the trick and lighten me up.

He was right, about 20 minutes later he was drunk and ready to party and forget the dragon. He stumbled out on the dance floor and let loose, let all of his feelings go for the older man and danced as if his life depended on it and to be completely honest. It kind of did. If he didn't do this, he'd hurt the other members in ways he never want to. He was doing the right thing for once.

He felt a body move up behind him and the person proceeded to put his or hers hands on Tao's waist. Tao was too into the dancing that he didn't bother turning around to see who it was. Somehow the touch felt very familiar to Tao, when the person's hand came in contact with his skin he felt sparks.

The person quickly turned Tao around and pressed the lips on Tao's. Tao answered the kiss as quick as it started and soon they were in a full make out session on the dance floor. He lightly bit the person's lower lip and earned a groan, now he knew for sure the person was a guy and got more turned on.