** WARNING this chapter has sexual assault in this chapter also has suicidal thoughts actions and references in it no I do not condone suicide and if you're ever thinking about its not worth it this chapter is dedicated to everyone with depression anxiety and other mood disorders.**
~Autumn~
It's been 4 years since she died when I saw her close her eyes and never wake up again when she was killed... we all were dressed in black around the memorial vigil outside in the back yard for my Abuela its the 4th year anniversary today
"I've never even imagined what she's going through right now" my cousin whispered
"Yes after she died shes never been the same" I whispered back
"I mean that was her mom our grandma," she said
"I know Elise," I said growing tired of people talking about my Abuela's death
"I'm sorry I know you barely knew her so I wanted to give you this," she said handing me a picture of my Abuela holding me when I was a baby
"Eras tan pequeña" (you were so small) she said
"Sí y flaca Donde sacaste esto de" (yes and skinny where did you get this from?)
"my mom gave it to me to give to you"
"Oh"
"I'm gonna go check on my mom"
"Ok," she said
Dani~
I stared at the wall as a looking down at the cuts all over my body as I take the blade to my skin and feel a temporary sense of relief and happiness and then it went away so I take the blade a cut again and again until I couldn't feel anything blood was splattered all on my white sheets as August's words rang through my head everythings going wrong i lost my baby my mom died Autumn has been distant every since that night...
"You'll never be enough"
"You're nothing without me"
"You're not smart you didn't even graduate"
"You're a mistake"
"You're a failure"
"Make it STOP!!!" I cried
"MOM!!" Autumn said as she rushed to my side
"Autu—" was all I could get out before I passed out
Autumn~
"MOM," I said running towards my bleeding mother
"Atu—" she said before passing out
"Momma" "no stay with me," I said in between sobs
I quickly grabbed my phone and called 9-1-1
Operated-"9-1-1 what's your emergency?"
"Hello? My mom was cutting her self and she passed out I know she's not dead she has a pulse but she's not waking up and she's losing a lot of blood help please"
"Ma'am what the address"
"We live at 2368 Cherrywood rd"
**at the hospital**
it's 12:59 am and I'm still at the hospital with my momma my eyes grew heavy and I fell asleep
"STOP" I cried out
"Get off me" I pushed him from on top of me
"Shhh," he said covering my mouth
"Don't do this please"I muffled
"You such a pretty girl Autumn you've grown into a young lady," he said looking me up and down
"Please grandpa"
"Didn't I say shh," I nodded he started taking his clothes off
"But I see you gonna have to learn," he said hitting me with the metal part of his belt
I tried to cover my face but he just pinned me down and caressed me
"I'm sorry autumn but you're just so beautiful," he said kissing me than my neck and tore my clothes off
"You're so pretty when you cry," he said forcing himself...
"ahhhh" I woke up in a cold sweat looked at the clock it's only 2:30 am
I balled my self up and cried I can't believe he did that to me
"Mom I know you might not be able to hear me but.."
(she told her everything that happened)
"And when he hurt me he hurt me for the last time"
"I can still feel the bruises he put on my body that night the clothes he tore violently his belt to my skin his grunting noises in my ear him ramming himself inside me his nails digging into my skin his weight on top of me momma I need help I can't do this without you I need you he's coming for me momma they gonna make me go back there I don't wanna go through this again I love you"
"I'm broken because of him mom he took the only thing I had left in me he took it away! he told me I was weak because my daddy was in jail and strung up on drugs my mom is in and out the hospital and depressed he said I would end up just like yall and I believe him dad used to beat me when I was little he used to beat you too I couldn't even save my little brother but I could shield him from dad he broke me down he beat me he raped me he did this to me mom HE DID IT" I said balling my eyes out
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Teen Fiction"I'M SORRY PLEASE STOP I WON'T DO IT AGAIN" "SHUT UP," he said as he hit me again. Again I was getting beat for the simplest mistake..............will she escape??
