My beloved [part 1]

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Kaede and rantaro just died. Shuichi grips his chest as to stop the pain but it wouldn't work, it only adds up to the pain. Uncontrollable tears run down his face with no indication of when it'll stop

Someone suddenly pokes his shoulder getting the detective's attention "It's okay everything's gonna be alright, man" kaito said but you can tell from his voice that he's also hurt from all of this. Shuichi just stared at him then the others "im going to my room" he said in a monotone voice lacking all the emotions he has just seconds ago

Running through the halls avoiding any possible person wanting to talk to him, sure it might be selfish of him to only think of him self but he cant control it. he really doesn't want to see anyone else yet. shuichi finally arrived at his dorm. He close the door making sure its lock and with a blink of an eye he's sound asleep, today is an awfully tiring for the boy so it makes sense

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Shuichi's pov

I wake up feeling strange, my head and whole body hurts i also think that i dreamed about something important though i cant remember it...

"what is it? what is it? what is it? what is it?" I try to remember. "What is-"

Darkness. All i can see is darkness then i saw this mysterious figure in the corner of my eyes making me jump for a second

"R̼̆e̳̗͒̈̄̌͘m͓̫̓̓̏̈́̂ͅë̮̟͘͞m̠̾b͕̄͗͜e͎̬̋̈͘r̻̒ ̛͙̄̐̋m̾͜e̪̓́̿̎͞?̹̏̈́́͘" the figure said. I ran towards it to ask for help.... it kinda looks like me? Wait that's me but.. "who the hell are you?!" I shouted

"haha you haven't realize it yet? How can we survive this game if you're that dumb?" His tone was almost mad "i am you... well the old you i guess"
"t-the what?" I was still confused my headache begins to get worse and worse

"Hey hey where's kokichi? Is he doing okay? Hah~ my beloved must be really scared by now, i cant wait to see the despair in his eyes" he started drooling. No this cant possibly me plus i dont even have feelings for kokichi-

"You don't?" He stared at me like i said something i shouldn't have "then you're not even protecting MY kokichi all along? You're so fucking stupid! H-he could be killed and i couldn't even see his face while he's dying" he started freaking out. He grabs my neck and starts chocking me

I can't breathe. My whole body starts to get weaker by passing seconds... just who the hell is he...

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I did it! I finally gained control once again. "Hmm so this is danganronpa? So exciting" i feel my cheeks gets hotter, to even imagine that they picked us out of all people to be here is unbelievable

I looked around realizing something, my room is really plain "wait- don't tell me that im th- SHIT!" there goes my "most ultimate gruesome kill in the history of danganronpa"i said sarcastically... i cant even kill cause im the protagonist

My mind starts to wonder but then i remember him, i need to see him, does he even remember our old memories, do he still like me? Ofcourse he does.. i think?

Wait no i can't just walk up to him and say "hey kokichi remember when i used to tie you up and we had lots of fun together? Wanna do that again?" That would not be the smartest thing to do. Maybe i should just pretend to be my character, i think i have enough knowledge of the ingame me to convince everyone

I open my door still having a bit of a headache. I need to see my beloved, we haven't talk in months i just want to hear his fragile voice once again

I ran towards his room, fortunately i watched enough danganronpa to know the different layouts. I was so excited to see him i almost trip

*knock knock* okay i need to go back to my character again "uhm... kokichi are you there?" I said timidly. After a few seconds the door finally opened.

"Saihara-chan~ what are you doing here? Are you finally gonna confess your love to me?" Kokichi said with a bit of sarcasm in his tone "aww am i gonna be a replacement for kaede or whatever" he started to fake cry.
Somethings wrong... this isn't MY kokichi but i can't break character now, i pretend to be embarrassed "stop it kokichi! Be serious" he tilts his head "huh? What is it my beloved? You dont need to be all work up about it" the purple haired boy smiled "b-beloved?" I pretended to blush "w-well... i don't really feel comfortable with anyone right now because of... what happened..." i looked down pretending to be sad but in reality i couldn't even give a fuck "but i feel like you're the only one who understand me" i know my lover enough to lie without him knowing it.
"Eh?! Why would you think that mr detective? I could kill you anytime i want ya know nishishi" he put one of his finger infront of his mouth "but you wouldn't" i said calmly "why not?" "uhm...well because you're enjoying the game too much to kill and if you were to kill someone you know that you will not get away with it" i tried to make a lame excuse "you caught me! No fun!" He moves a bit so i can come in

"What's been bothering my detective...well i actually know but i have to ask out of decency nishishi" he sat on the bed and pats beside him signalling for me to sit. I walk over to him pretending to look depressed "its just that... i still can't believe they're gone now and i-" "is it because of your girlfriend? I see how you look at her" he seemed kind of annoyed "no! You got it wrong she's just a friend" i can't believe he actually thought i like her, great job ingame me

"Oh really? Eh i don't even care to be honest" he pretended to not care but you can hear a sigh of relief after he said that which excites me hoping maybe he still has feelings for me.... maybe?

Before i could think my body moves on its own, pinning kokichi's hand on the bed's headboard

"H-hey if its not too much of an inconvenience to you maybe you could make me feel better?" shit i really said it i thought i could control myself but just my beloved's voice makes me hard. I have to go along this now plus kokichi's fragile body being pinned isn't really helping my boner right now

((Part 2 later it'll have t h e s m u t *wink wink*))

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