there I stood.
before the ledge of this ragged school's rooftop,
wind blowing my face,
Causing my hair to go in all different directions.
but I really didn't care.
I just hoped that it will all be over soon.
I don't know what feels right or wrong.
Actually,
I don't even know what feeling.
everything is just so confusing.
everything just seems to be dropping.
My grades,
My self esteem,
My mental health,
and hopefully soon,
My body when i jump.
everything was okay.
until she left me.
Until she decided to end herself.
until she decided to leave me.
I miss her so much.
she was my everything.
but I guess,
everything has to come to a end.
just like my everything did.
and soon,
I will too.
I took a deep breath and stared in front of me,
admiring the beautiful view,
one last time.
I breathed out,
stepping on the ledge before me,
Getting ready to finally free myself.
i spread my arms open
and was about to step forward.
until
"TAEHYUNG PLEASE DONT JUMP!"
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the flaws of her mind | jung wheein
FanfictionI think, the thing that hurts the most when you lose someone you love to suicide, isnt the fact that their gone. isnt the fact that feel more lonely than words can truly describe. the thing that truly hurts the most, is the memories that come along...
