[COMPLETED] still on my mind (forthbeam's story)

part 1

Forth's PoV

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i reached out my hands to grab my phone on the nightstand, turning off the alarm , then i just checking on my line , replying Lam's ugly nagging to help him doing the assignment ..

scroll ..

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opening instagram , but ignoring my flooding DMs , i don't understand, why girls these days can be so bold , offering herself like it's nothing , i wonder how their parents would react if their daughter actually this thirsty on instagram, anyway i kept my instagram account private , i dont like someone i dont know to comment under my post or something

i put back my phone and just rest myself as i stared at the high ceiling , warm sunshine slowly caressed my face through the big window ..

i really love when morning comes ,

like i literally waited for it everyday ,

the time when i could go away to my faculty and had an temporary escape from this house , especially from my parents ..

i really wanted to live alone in dorm like Lam or Phoom , but i have my little brother here , i cant leave him alone , since my parents will only come home if there's no business to handle overseas , they stayed at hotel way often than at their own house ,

nevermind , i used to this since i was .. 5 ? i'm so used to living alone ..

i let a big sigh before headed to my bathroom and get ready to school

"oh .. you're going to campus now Forth ?" pho asked me from her seat as he keep flipping the newspaper

"have a seat Forth , we're having breakfast together .. " mae said , without looking at me , her eyes focused on her phone

"no thanks , i'm in a hurry .."

"Jaturapoom .." pho put down his newspaper "listen to your mae.."

i dragged myself lazily and pulled a chair beside my little brother's seat , Nine tapped the seat beside me , actually my brother Nine is the only one i could talk to in this house

"p'Forth , what do you want to eat ? bread ? cereal ?" Nine asked me enthusiastically

i answered plainly "anything's fine .. "

"okay !" Nine smiled then prepare the cereal and milk to the bowl "oh right .. p'Forth , can you give me ride to school ? " Nine made a pleading face

i looked at him "just go with uncle Ohm .."

"au naa .. please p'Forth na ... " Nine made a cute face "yesterday Earth's brother drove him off to school , and he was so cool !! i also have cool brother !! i cant lose to earth... au naa p'Forth .."

"how could you compare earth's brother to yours ? Earth's brother is a perfect kid , he always listens to his parents , studied in Business school so he could help his parents's business, unlike some other kid ..." mae faked a laugh saying that all

"oh right .. Forth , dont forget tonight we're all having dinner with khun Tawan .. at least be present "

"i cant .. i have band practice.." i answered lazily

pho put down the spoon harshly "do you still doing some unimportant shits like that ? "

"dont call it shit ! that's what i love ! unlike attending boring meeting and fake laugh dinner !"

"p'Forth .." Nine tried to calm me down as he held onto my blue engineering jacket

i grabbed my bag "if you still want to school with me , grab your bag now" Nine's eyes widened twice as he confused what to do next