How To Sin | ateez

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A yell is what you earn from a middle aged woman towards you making you stumble and take the nth box out of her hands.

It was another stressful day of your life where you tend to think about just giving up,  run away, hide or just jump off a cliff. There are many ways you can disappear and you're not quite sure which way you would take if you had to. But all you know is that it's not favorable and how your mother always suggests you 'stay positive'.

Of course you're not the only person who thinks that way, and you also know in the end of the day you'll be laughing to how much you overreacted about this moment right now, or how unnecessary of you it was to take it so hard on yourself and think that way. Then the best way you could stop is to sleep it off. But thoughts like these are way too small and easy to forget compared to how far you go sometimes. At least you knew when to reach your limits.
However the conflict right now wasn't the tiniest you experienced. And thinking about sleeping it off isn't really possible for you. Is it?

"Hurry up!"

Is what the woman had just yelled gesturing you to.

It wasn't a great idea, hell not even a bit. Moving out of your home was a big mistake. For you at least. Not your parents. Together with them you just arrived at the new mansion and you already regret it just by looking at it. Your parents who instited since a while to move out of your town seemed to be very pleased.

They had planned it all in less than two days and everything happened so fast that you didn't even had the time to say goodbye to your friends which was upsetting. You never had been mad discomforted before. This all happened in a rush. It felt as if you only had to blink once or twice and everything changed.

"Oh and let's go visit the Kang family!"

Kang...

You sigh under your breath not knowing how to respond at first. Except for your parents who saw them way often, the last time you saw Mrs.Kang or in all the whole family was about five years ago. The reason behind it was probably your school and you quite weren't always free. It was exhausting and it makes you feel even more when you realize you'll be attending a new college soon. Nonetheless you barely remember anything about the Kang family, except for your childhood friend only, who was their son.

His name which you almost forgot but your mom told you about on your way here, was Yeosang. You thought it was Yeo, since you always used to call him like that, probably because it was the nickname you gave him. Nothing more or less. It's kinda weird knowing you're going to meet him now, five years later.

Evidence is you grew up and for sure so did he, sadly, without each other. You remember his face a little bit, not really everything about him it's like puzzles that need to be placed together. It's strange that you're not able to recall much of your memories at all.

However you know the day he left and moved out. You had asked your parents why but they never really responded. Maybe it was just business his father had to run? Since then you both lived miles away and lost contact faster than you thought you both would. Now that you moved in to the same town as his your parents expect to see him and his family quite often. However you're not ready and you feel nervous. It wasn't the right time, not now when you moved out of your home.

"Mom do I have to come with you?"

The mid elderly woman raised an eyebrow sending you a 'I can't believe you said that' look. You shrug rolling your eyes looking away putting the box which was full of your books down on the floor after you attended the house. You hear her suddenly speak next to you as she hands her box to one of the workers.