throwing up from anxiety

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throwing up from anxiety isn't
a fun way to spend your time
but it is how i spend a lot of mine
because anxiety has taken up a residence
inside of my brain, my head swirls from all the pain
and i guess that i can attest to how it feels
but i don't wanna be some kind of twisted
poster kid for the problems in my mind

and maybe i don't want to be able to attest
to the power of the demons in my head
maybe i just want to live quietly, make 
no impact, live silently, but what's the point in that
making a difference is where it's at
and that may sound like some psa that would be played in a school
but i know damn well that i'm not that cool
and maybe someday people will hear the words
that i have to say, but i don't think that'll happen anytime soon

but back to anxiety, i think it will forever be a part of me
and maybe i can live with that, but at the same time
maybe i can't

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