loops

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i get attached to people way too easily
always feel like they have way closer friends than me

and i guess i shouldn't assume anything
but i get stuck in these loops when
i feel like i'm hated
or maybe that's just me being jaded

anxiety flows in my brain
like a rushing river
all the pain
makes me start to shiver

and i want to be alone
with all the voices in my head
or maybe in a crowd
with all those voices instead

but everyone hates me
this i see
they try to hide it
say they love me
dearly

but maybe it's just me overreacting 
more problems and issues
one minor mistake attracting
and maybe i just miss you

the feeling probably isn't mutual

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