«𝑺𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆»

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I've failed
*laughs*
Ofcourse I did
Who do I think I am?
I can't be that someone
I can't be that person
Because I am useless
I can't help
Them
Myself
Who cares about me, I should be there for them but I wasn't
I failed again
I promised you
I broke it
I'm genuinely sorry
But regret won't fix it
It's useless
I
Am useless
What to do??
I don't know
I don't know?!!
I'm sorry
I really am
I wish I could let go
I wish you wouldn't stay with me
I wish you would leave me like everyone
I wish you wouldn't listen to me when I say that I need you
Because I need you
I wish you wouldn't believe me when I say that I love you
Because I love you
I wish you..
I wish you where happy..
Healthy...
Free...
And forgetting me...
I wish you wouldn't have to go through this
I wish you wouldn't have to feel this
I sincerely wish all of you to get through this and forget me
Because you, all of you, you mean the world for me
There for I'm sorry
For letting every single one of you down
I didn't mean to
But I guess I'm still not the one in control
Please grant me this one wish

Don't give up, come to me if you need anything no matter what, be happy, love yourself, get free, don't just breath live and if you finally achieved you're dreams, please..please let me go, leave me behind and continue happily

That's all I want from you guys
Please do me this one favor
I know I'm not in the right to ask anyone of you for something
But please do because I really

Love all of you!!!

I'm sorry...