Guardian Angel

Guardian Angel Chapter 12

Chapter 12

I tried to process what Jason just said.

“What do you mean she’s dead?”

“She had a heart failure a couple of months ago.” Why does this happen to me. I’m so sick of losing the people I love. Now I found out I just lost my child.

I walked down the edge of the river with Jason right behind me. I just lost my baby; but I gave her up, and she died of a natural cause, not by magic or whatever demon voodoo stuff Andrew does.

“I just want things to be normal.” I said to no one in particular. I needed to say it. I didn’t want Jason to say it will never be normal, I wanted him to just stay by me and try to get me to do other things besides wondering if Andrew will kill me today.

“Aimee, things will never be-“

“I don’t want to hear that ever again. I know I’ll never have normal life again. I knew what sacrifices I had to make when I chose to trust you. That day when you told me that you were my guardian angel, I could have run away. But I chose to trust you. Jason all I want is for you and me to do normal things. Like going to the movies, or going bowling. I just want us to not live in fear.”

“Aimee I don’t know what else to tell you.”

“You know, a wise man once said, the only thing we have to fear, is fear itself.”

“Aimee why are you quoting Franklin Delano Roosevelt?”

 “Because, I’m trying to show you that we can overcome this. Please Jason.”

He stood there debating what to say.

“We can’t do normal things because we aren’t normal.”

“Let’s just go.” Jason seemed perplexed but he didn’t protest. He walked me to his car and drove me to his home. I ran into the house, I grabbed my things and I walked out the door.

“Where the heck are you going?” Jason asked me.

“I’m going to live with my grandma for a while. I need some time alone Jason.”

“Aimee I can’t let you leave.”

“No, because I’m not letting you have a choice. I told you want I want. Until you are brave enough to let me have it, I can’t stay here.” He grabbed my arm so tight I thought he was going to break it.

“What is wrong with you? You can’t control me.” I shook his grip off. My arm stung. All I could think about was Nicole and how Jason killed her.

“I’m just trying to protect you Aimee.”

“Maybe if you hadn’t killed Andrew’s lover, then I wouldn’t need protecting.” Jason’s eyes burned with rage. All of the sudden he threw me to the wall with one swift movement.

“I killed her because she was cheating on him! She had thirteen other children with thirteen other men. She dissevered to die!” I wanted to cry.

“Nobody deserves to die Jason; even if she had that many babies. But you don’t get to throw me around. This is why we need a time out.”

“Aimee. I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s too late for I’m sorry. It’s time for me to have some alone time.” Before I could finish he pulled me into a kiss. I could feel his tears running down onto my hands.

“Aimee, I can’t tell you how sorry I am. That story brings out the worst in me. I’m ashamed to be standing with you right now.” He pulled the same pocket knife I tried to use the other night out of his back pocket.

“NO!” I lunged for the knife. I swung it out of his hand and watched it clatter to the floor. Jason was shaking now. I sat down and brought his head to my shoulder. I brushed his dark hair out of his eyes. He continued to cry while I spoke soothing words into his ear. I rocked him back in forth, trying to calm him down.

“Jason, look at me, it’s going to be okay. I’m right here.” I kissed his forehead and rocked him some more.

Finally, Jason looked at me. His ice blue eyes seemed to look into my soul. He looked depressed, ashamed, and pitiful.

“Aimee, I’m so sorry. I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve a girl like you. I’m a monster. I tried to kill you.”

“No, no you didn’t kill me. You are just stressed and terrified. I get it honey. You need to do something fun for once.”

“Like what?”

“Like I know that there is a local dance in town. The school put it on.”

“Okay. I haven’t been to a dance since the 20’s.”

“You’re funny.”

“No I’m serious. I did.” I laughed and helped Jason up. He looked a lot better. Before he left I kissed him.

“I love you Jason; no matter what.” He smiled and led me back to his room. I dressed in a purple sweater with black boots. Jason slipped on his black jacket and his black converse.

We drove to the school and saw hundreds of cars lined up in the parking lot. I got out and led Jason to the gym. It was packed with people. The song played Mr. Saxobeat. It was a catchy song. I went behind the stage and hid behind the traveler. (The very back curtain for all of you people who don’t take drama)

Jason followed me and wrapped his arms around my waist. It was dark and cold. I kissed Jason and looked behind him. In the flash of light, I caught a glimpse of Andrews face. I shook my fears away and kissed Jason again. I looked behind Jason again. Of course there was no Andrew.

You’re being silly; and paranoid. I then ran to the end of the traveler. I could have sworn I felt a pair of burning hot hands touch my shoulders. Jason came up beside me and kissed my neck.

“I think we need to go back down stage.” I told him. He smiled and led me back to the dance floor.

“Care to dance?” He asked me. I laughed and took his hand. We danced nonstop for three songs. It was wonderful. I was happy, Jason was happy.

Finally the dance was over and Jason and I drove home. When we got there I immediately went to Jason’s bed. Jason laid beside me.

“Thank you for a great evening.” He kissed me one more time and we fell asleep holding each other close.

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AWWW I LOVE A HAPPY ENDING. OR IS IT?! DUNDUNDUN!!!

ANYWAY I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT BECAUSE IM GETTING DEATH THREATS FROM MY CUZ! JK JK JK BUT I THINK SHE WOULD DO THAT :)

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