🌹Tyrontroy
today's our class reunion, i hurriedly park my car on the last slot of our former college, i didn't expect to be invited, sa pagkakaalala ko, ako yung isa sa mga tao sa batch natin na malabong matandaan ng karamihan
dumiretso na ako sa loob ng event at tahimik na naupo sa bakanteng upuan sa tabi ng stage, i'm really not in the mood right now for it's been a week after my breakup "troy!" a former classmate of mine called out "long time no see, kakarating mo lang ba?" he gave me a shoulder tap with the same smile "oh.. yeah, kani-kanina lang"
"i see, a lot hasn't arrive yet so you came just in time" our former class president spoke with the same bossy tone that i responded back with a smile
"by the way.. kyle" i said as i cut him off "hmm.. what's that?"
"dumating na ba si y/n?" he rubbed his nape and gave an awkward laugh "ah haha, hindi ko pa napansin? bakit mo natanong?" i can see he was trying to avoid the conversation and i myself see no reason to make it longer "nothing.."
"sige, mauna na ako" he said before leaving me on the spot " i sat and as usual, puffing a cigar to relieve myself from stress, hindi ko naman talaga to ginagawa pero after namin magbreak up, nagsimula na akong manigarilyo
"nagninigarilyo ka na pala?" a familiar voice that once gave me pain echoed, i looked up to see the face of the girl i was dying to love the most "you know i hate cigars troy"
"what are you doing here?" i stare in completely commonality "you told me last time we talk na ayaw mo na akong makita but here you are, appearing at my sight and acting like nothing happened?"
"seriously troy-" isang sarkastikong tawa ang pinakawalan mo bago humarap sakin "that was a week ago, don't be so sensitive about it? i broke up with you peacefully, what to ask more for?"
"don't compare me with you y/n, if you're being insensitive about us then just leave me alone"
you sat beside me and held the leg of the glass i used to drink "what 'us?' eh wala naman nang tayo"
"yeah, you're right wala naman talaga tayo sa paningin mo in the first place, all you did was use me and beat me to my edge to protect your standard"
my fuse is running out, hindi ko malaman kung bakit kailangan niya pang sumulpot kung kailan patahimik na ang buhay ko
when i'm in the state of successfully moving on that's when she'll butt in and start destroying me again "seriously.. hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan kong mahalin yung taong sisirain lang ako sa huli" natahimik ka nalang sa kinauupuan mo at hindinna kumibo
"last time you promised me you will never leave and find someone better, but now-" i heave a sigh but felt that same pain i felt back then "here i am regretting getting used to all the broken promises you made and all your fake assurance. you really are quite something y/n.-
i took my glass and gave a sip before continuing "you duly lured me in to your words, i was getting used to your presence and i fell into hope that you're gonna be there during my unstable days, ngayon sinong mag aakala na yung taong nangako sakin ay yung taong unang aalis, i was left, alone and sad during my darkest days. siguro nga nauna ka pang nag move on bago tayo mag break" my mind was left in awe for i have no clue as to why i was saying this
"when you were in the process of starting new, i was stucked in the cycle of moving on. that was difficult so please.." i peeked on your face and gave a gentle smile, i guess this is called clearance "don't come to my life anymore like nothing happened cause i don't wanna live up to your fake hopes and promises"
"what's this?" a man voiced out then came running towards us "is this your boyfriend y/n?"
"yes i am" i gave my hand out for a shake and so he did "y/n's a good friend of mine so please take good care of her"
"i better leave now for an important errand" i faced you before taking a step behind "maging masaya ka sana, mali.."
"masaya ka na pala, congrats"
