I keep thinking I'm past these type of thoughts that roam through my head about death.
But every time I walk into this school I just want to die all over again.
There's nothing for me here.
Every time I have to go to lunch alone I realize that I'm lonely.
Every time I hangout with my "friends" I feel that I don't belong and that they don't care about me.
If I disappeared from this school no body would realize, they wouldn't be concerned, In fact- they would not even care to check up on me.
And that's why I want to die...because every time I walk into this school I want to breakdown and cry because I have no one.
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Drowning Under Humanity
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