Not Loveless

When You Hate

When we hate someone we ought to love,

And when we're family only in name,

When everyone tells you to love her unconditionally,

But isn't she supposed to do the same?

How to think what we're supposed to do,

It is nobody's fault, such a shame!

If I'm emotional, she's indifferent,

Frankly, I'm not the only one to blame.

Together, life is miserable and we aren't happy,

When one is cruel and other is sad,

There is not much to be done,

When life hurts and drives us mad.

When there is something within,

That something driving me insane,

And the hate in my heart is now tangible,

Making me wonder which memories of her to retain.

However farfetched, it's still the truth,

I hate her because she's mean,

She has an evil soul and her heart is black,

I hate her because of all that I've seen.

With her soulless eyes and her cruelty,

I put up a fight, but she did me wrong,

I didn't want to give in to hatred,

I thought I was strong.

I wanted to love her and remain kind,

But in the end, I fell and lost the sight,

Eventually, her being my family wasn't enough,

I forgot what wasn't and what was right.

It's not that easy, it's not that simple,

I can't help the hatred in my heart,

I did my best and tried to forget the rest,

But it's now too late for a new start.