🥀𝓐𝓬𝓽 𝓛𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓜𝓮🥀 𝓜 𝓐 𝓘 𝓡 𝓘🥀

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¡Kairi¡

I can't believe Mattia knows. He knows I kissed Josh. I don't know why I was panicking. He kissed Alex, this shouldn't be a big deal. But, it was. It was such a big deal, and I want to blame Alejandro, I really do, but I can't.

Mattia was bound to find out, I just didn't expect it to be this soon. Maybe if I had a little time to, I don't know, fix myself, it wouldn't be that bad.

••

Kairi:
Mattia?

Mattip:
Wass good brobro

Kairi:
Can we talk??

Mattip:
Ion know :/
Mattip:
I think Josh wants to kiss you before you talk to me

"Petty ass bitch..." I mumbled to myself, rubbing my eyes.

Kairi:
Stfu I'm being mad serious

Mattip:
Ik, I was too

Kairi:
Well fuck that
Kairi:
Why you so mad all of a sudden
Kairi:
I can do what I want

Mattip:
Not mad
Mattip:
Not stopping you my g
Mattip:
Have fun

Kairi:
Mattiaaaaa
Kairi:
Stop being like that

Mattip:
Being like what?
Mattip:
You the one trippin

Kairi:
Yk being rude...
Kairi:
It isn't a good look on you
Kairi:
Bye

"I can be petty if I wanted to, too." I told myself, maybe trying to talk to him wasn't the best right now. But, it give him no right to be mean.

Mattip:
Alr byee

Yeah he was being hecka rude. It's not like I brought up a fault he did. But damn someone better slap him in the face.

Kairi:
For kissing Alex while we were "together" wasn't right
Kairi:
But I didn't go and use it against you

Mattip:
Not that big of a deal

Kairi:
You say that
Kairi:
But when it comes down to me
Kairi:
Its like the hugest deal to you

Mattip:
I'm not stressing about it
Mattip:
Go be with josh, he makes you happy

Kairi:
:(
Kairi:
Fine whatever

••

I don't need Mattia. He's right, I have Josh. I mean, I don't want him that way, but I still have him, by my side. I don't think Mattia understands, or would ever understand. He's just a-a whatever insulting word your mind could think of, that's what he was.

I suppose it was good it was Sunday tomorrow. I didn't need to see Mattia. School isn't gonna force me to see him, not now at least. I'm not in the wrong, if anything I'm supposed to be mad at Mattia. For what? I wasn't so sure yet exactly, but still, I'm the one who's supposed to be petty. Not him.

Catch me crying bro, no cap.

This wasn't fair, he wants to ask why I wasn't happy for him, yet here we are. Maybe this was fate telling me Mattia really isn't the one. Was I gonna believe it? No. But either way, God really is trying to tell me something and I'm just not listening. My bad bro.

I turned my t.v. on and watched it. I don't wanna think about him. He doesn't deserve to be thought of, not now, not until he starts acting like himself. I then remembered having ice cream, so we really getting in our feels tonight.

¡Mattia¡

Well so much for letting him do what he wants....

••KxM••

Stupid ass mattress.
Kinda feel bad for Kairi doe

¡!Filler!¡

Stay Gold💕