Saffron's therian Journal

School owo

Random fact: my tie smells really good. Only because I got lynx on it. The aftershave Lynx

So the time is 15:37pm and I'm currently in business! I got some champagne fox cameo shifts so that was good I think. I also got a Canaan dog shift too.  I also got a Canaan dog paw shift and I could feel the phantom claws against my face (it could of been my nails) 🤷‍♂️

Also, I had an anxiety attack earlier because of something that happened and I had a full Canaan dog body shift, like I was shaking and I could "see" the cream fur. This has only happened twice but I dunno. It's weird, the first one only lasted for a second where I could see the cream muzzle and nose of my theriotype, then it went away. It was quite weird. I'm not judging it or anything.

I know it wasn't a physical shift because those don't exist and won't ever. Which sucks because I would love to be my theriotype again.

So! Coping links. I personally have one as a Champagne fox to help with my mental health issues.

Coping links are "Something that you make or identify with to cope with" my definition of it 🤷‍♂️

Also! I remembered I wore a red collar when I was a Canaan dog. So I'm saving up for one of them so hopefully I can get one soon :)

Honestly I'm so drained with everything I just want to go home (Which I am, I'm writing this on a bus so 🤷‍♂️) and snuggle with tobè, Richard and the others and drink some peach water because that shit is good, seriously it's so good 😂.

Also, I've always wanted the idea of having a monochrome theme park or circus because that seems like such a good idea, and because I love monochrome things. I don't think I would never go through with it though.

Like how good does that look? I dunno it's something I've always wanted to do or have x3

I've also decided, since my school is having a dress down day on Friday I'm might wear my collar! It hangs low on my neck and the oversized hoodie I'm going to wear covers a little bit of my neck too so I'm going to wear it! I've never worn it to school before but I feel confident enough! I also had a bracelet with my theriotypes name on it. The people (mainly in my art class)  were curious as to why I wore it and I just said it was my dogs old collar (it wasn't but hey)