INTRODUCTION

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Nikita Alice Jones is my full government name but we ain't family so y'all can call me Momo.

I'm nineteen years old current unemployed and just recently graduated Highschool, I guess you can say I'm not as grown as I'd like to be.

Most people I've know for my whole life thought I would be in college by now living my best life.

Wow how I've disappointed them, do you know what it feels like to wake up everyday and ask why you here? 

haha me too, my life has been a series of events that I just can't seem to over come.

I tend to do this thing where I overthink EVERYTHING. I guess that's one of the MANY reasons didn't go off to collage like the rest of my peers.

I just couldn't bring myself to do it knowing my head space wasn't right. I've been in this depressed head space since i was about 16 and has just gotten worst.

I've told people about my depression but you know how it is being a black young women in todays day in age. 

Everybody's "DEPRESSED" and nobody can take you serious they've literally made depression like this non big thing so I guess everybody brushing me off made me brush me off too.

So fast forward 2 and half years and im still in the same head space but just brushing off my depression and havng break downs at random moments.

ohh yeah i forgot to mention im FAT.

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