Chapter 12

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by Jhetrylily

by Jhetrylily

                                    
                                              
Jheryl Pov.
Oct, 21 , 2019 
12th day
                          As usual i post my my day stories just to be notice it , goshh i really miss him very much pero ma pride akong tao eh gusto kung suyuin niya ako , if he don't want then don't .
                          'I can't imagine that I'm the one who loss the game i made , maybe it's my karma and he's the only one .'

                          Ito na siguro ang karma ko sa paglalaro ng kanilang mga damdamin through chat and i should accept this kasi dapat kung pagbayaran ang kasalanang aking nagawa sa taong pinaglaruan ko noon , nagawa ko lang naman kasi yun ehh because of my emotional pain and i want them to feel it too that's why i play their feelings hoping that they can suffer the emotional pain that I've been suffered until he came and it's change of my intentions insted of playing he's emotion but I'm the one he play the emotion that's why i suffered this sh*t right now that i wanted to forget .
                          'I regret of knowing him .'
                          I regret cause i suffer this what we called "love "and I'm the victim in my own game instead that he is .
                          Napakunot ang noo ko ng makita kung may nag chat sa akin agad agad kong clinick iyun , lagpas sa tenga ang aking ngiti ng makitang siya iyun , ito na ba ? Susuyuin na ba niya ako ? Wahh excited na ako pero at the same time kinabahan ako , kung anong sabihin niya nagsimula nang bumigat ang dibdib ko ng simulan ko nang basahin ang message niya .
                          Leo : Hey. , sorry for what I've said before it's not literally you that i hate ... Sorry for ignoring you sometimes . i have problems too..and i can't deal other problems if i have one too .. How come i can save you if i need to be saved too?...sorry for being mean. It's just me (5:43 AM)
   : I'm happy at sana ganun din sayo (5:44 AM)
                          I smiled bitterly while reading he's right and when i read it i realize i should let him go and let my heart let him go too .
                          Jheryl: Thanks for you're advises , i realize something (5:48 AM)
        : That wakes me up (5:48 AM)
                          Na realize kung ang tanga tanga ko dahil umasa pa ako sayo .

                          To be continue .....