better (bxg)

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This is a really really short one and I apologize, but I wrote this a while back when my life wasn't at its best and it's been in my drafts for a while so here it is lol
Anyways hope you enjoy, like, comment, and vote please.
KISSES
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She lit up my world. I saw her and everything disappeared. All my problems just went away at the sight of her. She's a Burnett with eyes as green as forest. You'll find some browns here and there. She was built perfectly. Perfect for me. She's all I ever wanted in life. I'd give up everything for her.

Everything to be with her. I'd give her the world. I'd give her the entire solar system if she wants. I'd give up everything just to never see her hurt ever again. Just to see her happy. I'd do anything, even if it means I can't be with her. I hurt her. I'm a fucking idiot. What was I thinking? She deserves and has always deserved better than me.

She doesn't need someone who hurts her. She always takes me back. Even when I hurt her I don't deserve someone like her. I've hurt her so many times. She doesn't deserve to be hurt. She deserves to be happy, not hurt, not suffering, not heartbroken, not healing, nothing, just happy, pure.

I'm done hurting her. Funny I've said that a lot. But this time I mean it. I'm done making her suffer over and over again. She doesn't need someone who just hurts her, makes her suffer, and breaks her.

I love you so much
I'm sorry pumpkin I'm so sorry
I don't ever want to see you hurt again
I want you to be happy so I have to leave
Please take care of yourself for me
And don't worry about me or look for me
I love you more than life itself Mia
~D

I put the note on her nightstand next to a rose, kissed her lips, then her head,, and left the room. I grabbed my stuff, threw them in the car, and drove off.

I'll see her again one day. I hope she'll be happy with someone who takes care of her and cherishes her.
I went over to the bridge and sat on the edge. I don't plan to jump off. Not tonight at least. Not until one day I see her happy, then it'll be time.

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