Suicidal

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4 month pregnant...

Me and Jacob are leaving the hospital to go home & the paparazzi surrounds us.

"Baby" I called him holding me belly ad they tried to get in my face along with Jacobs.

He put his arms around me guiding me.

"come on" he said telling me to move faster.

"fuck" I paused grabbing my belly feeling a contraction.

"Please back up" Jacob said pushing them back

I grabbed  my head from the pain of the contraction hurting so bad.

"Ah" I groaned.

"Come here" he said picking me up taking me to the car.

He buckled me inside and went to the other to get inside himself.

"Are you okay?" Jacob asked pulling off.

"Yeah" I nodded.

Yes Jacob is a big help but he's been very suspicious lately.

And I've been very distance because I'm afraid he's cheating.

"Jacob? " I was about to ask about the situation.

"Yeah"  he looked.

"Nevermind"  I shook it off.

He focused back on the road.

Exposing the hickey on his neck.

I made sure it was a hickey then just left it alone.

So I just stayed quiet the whole ride hone.

I got out of the car and went inside to hone cooking for Jacob then going to take a shower not  really hungry.

"Baby" Jacob grabbed on me from behind as I was wrapped inside of my towel.

He kissed my neck sliding down my towel exposing my bare chest as I was looking in the mirror at myself.

he grabbed my face by my chin and biting my neck aggressively.

I closed my eyes as I felt him slide inside of me.

I grabbed onto the dresser as he did it to me as I stood silent.

He cummed inside of me and kissed me before talking away.

I looked up looking at the tears rolling down my face.

This was the 3rd time he's done this to me.

I wiped my tears covering myself back up with the towel and waiting for Jacob to leave out.

So I could go downstairs to the kitchen.

I sat at the table with my plate of food.

I cut my burger in half sitting the knife back down.

And eating my food silently only able to hear myself chew.

Took a deep breath.

After I finished eating.

I stood up going over to the sink dumping my plate and things inside turning in the water and looking down.

I turned the water off stepping back.

I went to the 3rd drawer.

Picking up my gun hiding under kitchen towels.

I held it in my hands pushing the drawer closed with my hip I looked at it thinking.

Should I just end it all now?

                 Or

Should I do keep going for my twins?

Tears rolled down my cheek as I continued to think If I should keep going or not.

I lifted the gun to my head.

Taking my last deep breath as my eyes stayed shut.

On the count of 3 it'll be all over.

The hurt, the pain everything is gonna be over.

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(cliffhanger hope yall liked it was a last minute thing sorry but I hope it was good for yall Stay tuned and be on the look out fir the next chapter ~ Yours truly Mill

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