The next morning I woke up to Juliette shaking me "Huh! Oh hey"
"Morning sleepy, was just wondering if you wanted to come out with me and the girls to get the last few bits for warped" I nodded
"Sure you head out i'll catch you up" I said groggily I wasn't even aware that they were coming to warped too. I jumped out of bed and got changed into my ripped up skinnies and went over to my suitcase to find a tshirt. As I was rooting through I picked up a tshirt with Motley Crue's too fast for love album cover on the front I stared at it for a minute, this wasn't my shirt it was Jacky's I pulled it up towards my face and smelt it. It still smelt like him I know I told Ronnie I didn't have any feelings for him anymore, but deep down I knew I did. I remember when I got him this shirt and how happy he was when I gave it to him the day before we moved in together. Suddenly I felt someone tap me on the shoulder I jumped "Wow bit jumpy"
"Sorry Andy was just in my own little world" I said smiling slightly but I think Andy could tell there wasn't something quite right, he looked at the shirt I flung back down onto my suitcase whilst I put my Iron Fist shirt on. I turned around and saw him holding it "That's Jacky's shirt" I said grabbing my hand bag he looked up at me sympathetically "You still love him?" he asked me I rubbed my lips together "I'll speak later yeah I'm going shopping" I slid by Andy and out of the room. I don't know how I was going to get in contact with Juliette seeing as I didn't have her number or anything like that. I decided I'd walk into town and take a look around for them I walked into the shopping mall feeling pretty down today, I just couldn't get Jacky out of my mind. I was staring at the floor when someone called my name "Deven?" I looked up and saw Ronnie holding hands with some chick that must have been his girlfriend "Hey" I said misserably looking at the two of them smiling at each other love ay, I thought to myself "What are you doing out here then?"
"Just looking for my friends" I said looking behind them to say that I didn't want to speak to him. But he proceeded to ask me if I was okay. I wasn't in the mood to talk to him and his pretty ass girlfriend so flipped out and said something I really regretted directing it at his girl who had done nothing wrong "I don't know if you know this or not but not long ago I slept with Ronnie here thinking he was single turns out he wasn't" I shook my head and walked off, looking behind me seeing her drop his hand and run off in another direction. I felt really guilty, why should I have ruined someone else's happiness just because I was misserable. I walked around for ages and then went to hottopic where I found Juliette and Sammi doll. They were picking some merch up to sell at Warped. "Hey doll" Juliette said "Was worried you weren't going to find us" I breathed in
"I just did something really, really bad" they both looked at each other and Sammi grabbed my hand and took me to the rest rooms in the mall "Spit it out!" Sammi shouted as she locked the stall door. I sat on the toilet seat as sammi and Juliette leaned against the door and walls of the stall
"I never told you this but I slept with Ronnie to get back at Jacky a few days ago" Sammi's jaw dropped and I pulled an unsure face at their reactions. "Look basically I just saw him and his girlfriend and I'm not in the best of moods today and I told his girlfriend we slept together" They both looked at me Juliette didn't look impressed seeing as I was going to be around Andy a lot over warped. Sammi however seemed proud of me "Well to be honest he deserved that for messing you around" She blurted out. I laughed and we exited the stall "So what's up today?" I looked at Sammi who was walking next to me, Juliette had stormed off wanting to get back to her car "I found one of Jacky's shirts in my suitcase today and I came to the realisation that deep down I still love and miss him, alot" I smiled slightly and looked at my hands. I felt sammi put an arm around my shoulder "Don't worry there's plenty of other guys out there" I smiled
