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So here I am today, Harry, — writing these dumb letters that you probably will never bother to even read.
But if you do read them, and are reading this right now, then you know I am not alive anymore.

It's not your fault, so don't blame yourself, — even though I doubt you will, after all this time.

I just wanted to tell you, Harry. Tell you, show you how much you hurt me, how much I loved you, and how much I will continue to love you, even in the afterlife, if there is one.

I hope you get it, Harry.

I hope you get that I never hated you, not even a little bit. Not even when you cheated, not even when you blocked my number, never.

So please keep in mind, Harry, that you were my first love, and after a few seconds, you will realise you were my last, too.

May you never find love again, — that is, if you ever even really loved me.

I love you, Harry,

From all of my, now dead, heart,
Your dearest,
Flower.

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