okay so i've been feeling lots better, i feel like i could actually do this, i've been telling myself that i could but i know i can, this morning i had drama club and it made me feel so much better, theres also this girl in it that i've been meaning to talk to but i just don't know how to spark up a conversation. i feel like i'm the only sixteen-year-old in my school that hasn't had their first kiss, i see all these underclassmen with their partners and i just see people being affectionate towards each other and i dunno, just another way of me not fitting in i guess. i feel like it won't be until like freaking college but i'm okay with that just because i want to focus on myself before anyone else, sometimes i'm thankful, for not being in a relationship. i feel like i'd lose myself and who i am if i were. maybe im wrong. maybe.
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we were all lost and okay with not being found for a while
