a bit of everything

hola senor

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okay. sO- first- i canNoT deal with my school anymore, it doesn't feel like a high school- it feels like a whole middle school, i feel artificial and it's irritating the hell out of me and maybe im being a little female dog but honestly, the only places i really feel myself are in the darkroom and out, i don't know how else to say it but just- out- out of the house, out of the school, out- just free. i don't know if my heart can handle anymore reddie, byler, and or stenbrough. ive mentioned those ships but come on- uGh-

so my really good friend and i decided to watch it: chapter two and UGHHHHH- i cried so much like- i was not rEdDiE (hehe)- okay so the part where freaking sTanlEy took a bath- i cried- WHEN FREAKING UGGHH the flashback with stan and bill- murdered me- and at that point i was so done.

but no ladies, gentleman and non- binary folks

i let my stupidity get the best of me- for you see- i watched the original it and had forgotten that eddie dies.

i lost it- i was sobbing- i was dead- when the stupid clown stabbed our eddie- i lost it- all of it- everything i had left- g o n e- when richie refused to leave him behind- i was hyperventilating while ugly crying- rip to the people who watched it with me. then the end, oH mAn tHe EnD- R+E, i was done. might as well take my heart and cut it into pieces, cook it in the pits of hell, sprinkle a bit of the witch coochie and serve it to me.

then the song the night we met reminded me of their situation- aHeM-

so then- i was like- okay i need something to take my mind off that

so my friend goes wE cOUlD wATcH stranGer tHingS sEason tHrEe-

i should've ran

sO- let me clarify something

ahem,

I WILL NEVER SHIP MILEVEN, DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN I REFUSE TO ITS NOT A THING BYLER IS THRIVING

so you best believe them makeouts i was fUrIouS, so when things started to heat up i couldn't help but notice, everyone was ignoring our will.

birch tree- he lost all of his childhood, he's traumatized, he WAS STUCK IN ANOTHER DIMENSION AND HE WAS FORCED TO DEEP THROAT A FUCKING SLUG- brother- i was so mad- everyone had moved on- cLEArlY- and had relationships- i felt so bad for will- like- everyone needed to take a look and see that he's lost a lot and stop being pricks and understand instead of trying to get girls.

JeEz-

anyways, mike especially was being a total dick LIKE- season two. he said meeting will was the bEST tHING EVER- better than meeting el ppFFTT- and BIrCh tRee- that image

this very image- ruined me

like, how. HOW COULD YOU LEAVE YOUR BESTFRIEND BEHIND FOR A GIRL YOU JUST MET!?!? i mean i gUESs tRuE lOvE but cmon you're literally 14 (as of season 1 when they first met) but i dunno- again. tRuE lOvE? nO.

choke.

anyways, it hurt so bad- seeing will destroy the only place he felt safe ( castle byers ) for god's sake it broke my heart. i think noah is beyond talented and can really make your heart break. his role and or part was very hidden in this season, i mean i get that he had season two but come on he only had hEs hERE or cAN We pLaY dNd nOw- like- uGHH- the only thing i loved was that el was able to be herself- i loved her costumes and her energy - the confidence he gained (eLmAx aHeM). the iTs nOt mY fAulT yOU dONT lIke gIrlS-

kILLED ME I WENT - >------> i dunno mAn but i really want will to be gay I WAS THINKING (shower thoughts) the duffers said that season four is gonna be dIf f er Ent and noT lIkE oThER sEaSons- sO here's what i was thinking: LOVE TRIANGLE: WILL, EL, AND MIKE- bAm- no i have not slept (;. i dunnO- the only sad parts where billy's death cause ouch- it was a great death- like- bravo- he faced reality and died to save everyone- he was just mad that he couldn't be loved which was why he went for Mrs. Wheeler, kinda sad ngl. anyways, then uhh when the byer's and el moved away- i lost it- the song didn't help either- i dunno man. i dunno.

i really hope robin and will bond over being gay -doie2wdsdf- like- seriously- please. i also HEARD THAT THEYRE GONNA KILL JONATHAN OFF?!? UMM- excuse me- no purpose- as for tHe aMEriCan- it's brenner. change my mind, you can't. i have really high hopes for season four and to see how they adapt to the changes, especially mike and max. i feel for max really, poor baby ):

anyways yeah, that's all for now (:

rAinBow sPacEsHiP- OH AND THE TEASER

were not in hawkins anymore, IT/ Stranger Things rEeE

just a thought

i also hope it takes place during the fall or autumn

dunno but yeah

<3

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the problem with my life is that it was someone else's idea