Let Me Heal Your Broken Heart

Chapter Nine: I Disappear

" I mean...uhm t-there is no reason to call them and bother them I mean I'm not that Important that we need to pull them away from their work and all", I looked at their faces and I could tell that they where not buying my excuse and Wonwoo spoke, " Rachel you have been missing for three weeks straight don't you think Suga and Jungkook may be wondering where your at? and if your ok or not?", I was angry why is he not listening to me? I tried again to get it through to him, " No really Wonwoo we don't need to bother them they are very busy and they don't need me to pull them away from their work I'm fine really".

Wonwoo sighed and spoke, " Rachel I really think they would care less about their work when they hear that your found and ok", again he didn't hear me, " DAMN IT WONWOO I SAID NO OK NO MEANS FUCKING NO GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD ALREADY WILL YOU", I got up off the bed in a rage and walked past Wonwoo and Vernon out of the room and I walked to the piano room and walked in and slammed the door and I sat at the piano and gently stroke its keys....wow I guess me and Suga are the same after all....this is exactly what Suga does when he's pissed off when he's not taking out on me...he storms out of the room and goes to the piano room and plays piano.

I sigh and begin pressing the keys and playing the female version of Dear No One...Kookie played this song for me one time...he almost sang it to me to until Suga walked in on us and started screaming...ever since then I've always listened to the song and played it, I began playing the song on the piano and started to sing along to it as tears streamed down my eyes.

I was walking in the halls when I came across the piano room and I heard someone playing music and singing along...the voice sounded so familure and beautiful...I know its not Wonwoo or Vernon playing and singing because their in the other room fighting with each other along with S.Coups....so who is in here playing piano and singing?, I stand on my toes and look in through the piano room window and I see a girl with blonde hair sitting at the piano playing it and singing, I quietly open up the door to the piano room and walk in silently and close the door quietly and I stand their and stare at the beautiful girl singing, as soon as I go to step closer she finishes and looks at me...I couldn't believe my eyes....the beautiful blonde girl playing piano and singing was...Rachel...my heart started beating so fast.

I finished playing the song and a few more tears fell...Jungkook for some reason immediately came to mind....and I missed him so much...I don't know why in the world Jungkook came to my mind while I was doing something that Suga did?,...Jungkook is not my boyfriend either so why do I think about him so much? and why do I miss him so much?...when I should be thinking about and missing...Suga, I sigh In defeat and look to the door only to see Woozi with a shocked look on his face and I smile, " Woozi....hey...was I bothering you with my music?", Woozi shook his head as if to get something off his mind and he walked towards me with a smile and sat beside me at the piano and spoke.

" Nah you weren't bothering me in fact your piano skills and singing is very beautiful", I smiled and blushed a little, " thanks Woozi...I use to play piano and sing all the time with Jungkook and"..... I stopped....Why couldn't I say Suga's name?....did he hurt me that bad to where I couldn't even say his name?, I zoned out and forgot that Woozi was sitting right beside me, Just when my thoughts where about to become dark Woozi had shaken me back to reality and I looked at him, " I'm sorry...did you say something?", Woozi's eyes filled with concern as he spoke to me again, " yea I asked you if you where ok?".

I nervously laughed and answered him, " yea I'm fine...just tired is all and stressed", I looked at all the bandages and stiches and my change of clothes...Instead of wearing my swim suit top and denim shorts I Had on Wonwoo's favorite T-Shirt, and the sweat Pants that Jungkook left here when I first met Wonwoo, and then S.Coups Thrasher hoodie was tied around my waist...Wonwoo must have cleaned and treated all of my Wounds and then had one of the girls here change me out of my torn and bloody clothes, as if sensing the tension Woozi spoke to me again trying to change the subject no Doubt.

" Hey Rachel...do you know why Wonwoo is fighting with Vernon and S.Coups for?", Woozi Looked at me and I looked back at him...minus well tell him...he's gonna learn about it eventually anyway...I sighed, " probably because Wonwoo found me roaming the streets at night covered in blood and wounds half dead and he brought me back here where I've been asleep for three weeks straight and now that I woke up he was trying to get me to go home by calling Jungkook or S-S-Suga to pick me up and I flipped out on him and told him no", why did I just stutter when I said Suga's name?....I zoned out again but once again Woozi's words brought me back to reality and I looked at him, " sorry again...what did you say?".

Woozi let out a little laugh, " wow Rachel you really are out of it today...I said you know their only doing it because they care about you...you know that right?", I sighed and looked at Woozi, " I know they care about me and all Woozi but...it's just that....", I sighed in frustration...what is so wrong with me today?....why cant I get my words out?....Damn It, Woozi spoke to me again, " It's Just what?", I smiled weakly at Woozi, " It's just that...I don't want to go back Woozi....I don't want to go back to that nightmare just yet....", Woozi immediately spoke, " Then don't go back yet", I looked at Woozi and he had tears in his eye's as he kept speaking his voice cracking, " stay here then Rachel....Just for right now stay here....with me...please".

I gasped....I couldn't believe it....Woozi is in front of me in tears and he's asking me to stay with him....I was shocked but happy at the same time...I hate it when Woozi cries just as much as I hate seeing V and Kookie cry...I smiled at Woozi and spoke, " ok Woozi...ill stay here with you...just for a little while longer", Woozi smiled and I laid my head on his shoulder and he swiftly turned around and wrapped his arms around me and held me close as he kissed me on my head...again I heard the familure racing of a heart beat drumming from another man close to me....what is going on?...Woozi softly whispered In my ear, " Thank you".

When I was finished arguing with Vernon and S.Coups I had walked off to try and find Rachel to apologize to her for pushing it when calling Suga or Jungkook to come get her....out of all people I should have known this, I reached the piano room I knew that's where she would be...she always turned to music when she was angry or upset, as I reached the piano room I looked in the window and I saw her speaking to Woozi...what in the hell is he doing with her?...I should be there with her not him...I cracked the door open a little to listen In on their conversation.

As soon as I cracked the door open a smidge I heard Woozi blurt out with tears in his eye's, " then don't go back yet", I saw Rachel look at Woozi and gasp as he continued, " stay here then Rachel.....just for right now stay here....with me....please", My blood began to boil....damn him...who does he think he is moving in on her?.....I SHOULD BE THE ONE BEGGING HER TO STAY....NOT HIM, I listen in more on the conversation then Rachel responds, " ok Woozi...ill stay here with you....just for a little while longer", WHAT? I was about to barge in and start yelling until I look into the window and see Rachel lay her head on Woozi's shoulder only to see him turn around and pull Rachel closer to him and hug her with so much passion it made me sick.

I then watched how Woozi kissed Rachel softly on her head and then whisper something into her ear that made her smile and laugh,....DAMN HIM.....I SHOULD BE THE ONE HOLDING RACHEL LIKE THAT NOT HIM...I SHOULD BE THE ONE RACHEL SAYS SHE WILL STAY WITH....NOT HIM, I punch the wall and storm off to my room and slam my door shut.

END OF CHAPTER NINE

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER TEN