there i sat,
inside your car,
listening to you fall harder for me,
as i distanced myself from that moment
and traveled back to a time
when a boy kissed me unlike anyone before -
he sprouted smiles within my lips
and ran his nails along my back
i allowed him to see the parts of me
that i want people to adore
does he care about me now?
probably not
yet i cant help but to imagine
how my night would've gone if i were
with him
and not you
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