lt me ask you a question;
who deserves your love?
people have proded at your
gushing heart with sticks
and chewed up pencils,
creating streams at your limitation
the thick substance is filling your
rib cage,
occupying the only space you have left
no one around you can hear
the chokes
or see the ocean creeping on your face,
as you're drowning from the inside out
you are out of fucks to hand out,
the only organ you think makes you worthy,
now a lump of dried up mush
no matter how tough you have made your walls,
you continued to allow them to access your richest of desires
while the ones you attempted to plug up those holes
stood in your emptiness
and never budged
so i ask you, tired boy,
who deserves your love?
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