How Peculiar

To Live with a Madman

Look pass this, just purge the very idea of it.......

Never mind the rufous gashes spattered across quivering hands,

Abandon the chill that escapes from hair that stands,

Just strike out the light with your shadow, you said.

For you are unhinged,

Your heart yearns for pure sorrow,

And to have everything singed.......

And so you've barricaded yourself

With the hardest cement of betrayal,

The reddest paint shed from the blamed,

And the grimest bricks captured from the hearts of the hateful

I know fake morality makes you toxic,

You shove all judgment against a wall,

And seek vengeance as you recall,

But you were never conscious......

For you were possessed by arrogant contempt

A crooked nature that had entered my home,

And vandalized my private possessions

Between my senses of elation and judgment you rome,

You've held me down by your repressions

Convert all roots of falsehood into blossoms of truth, you said

For you've distorted my dead garden

Into this illusion of a vast rosebed,

Sure to entice and make me forget

The truth you know, a vital beset........

Your good looks shade the evil creature breathing within,

Spreading words delivered with a grin.

From good to bad like a switchblade,

You've made me feel so disarrayed.........

Repaint the facade so no one could see the damages beneath, you said

To play the sufferer makes you untouchable,

A saint whose oh so loveable

Yet the paint shall whittle,

For masks do not remain intact forever.........

So with all you've said through the acts you've led,

Only one thing is certain........

I must be the fish that flows along your side of the river,

The follower of your commands,

To be briefly your giver,

To be the bird that abides your flock.

Until, 

I catch you blind in a heedful wrestle,

Then surge the swifting arms, of my boundless waters,

To capsize your vessel.

I know your parasitical,

You feed on my innocence,

You find the need to make me cry,

In order to sit back in blissfulness.

Next time you hit me I'll just have to laugh,

As your cold winds blow in my face,

I'll just chuckle to keep myself warm,

For this will rid the norm.

Know the difference between cure and poison you said........

For what was I to you?

You were elated by my many troubles,

Yet you say I'm so low and degraded,

Always trapped in such dark tunnels

You used to say that love and affection is a scheme,

That ambushes your train of thought,

So you give in to what others want

That said, I'll embrace you tightly till your eyes bulge.

May my kisses swelter your face,

I'll drive my fingers through your hair,

Sure to shorten your breathing space.

Hell, I'll even share words of enthusiasm,

Just to watch you stand there.........shell-shocked.

Never level yourself to a psychopath, I said,

For their addiction to dominance is dangerous

Use your instincts to save yourself  from a life of dread,

Because one day they'll see where their actions have led them........