My Hericane

S A M P U

Jennie's POV

Everything feels so heavy.

My thoughts was all over the places.

I hurt Lisa.

I broke her.

I was lying down at my bed with eyes closed.

Until I heard a knock on my door.

I was about to stand up to open the door but the person outside decided to open it.

I was shocked when I saw who the person in front of me is.

"Mandu!!!" she jump on me on the bed and put kisses on my face

"Hey!!! You're disgusting" I said and she just laugh at me and still on top of me. Ohh god I really miss her

"But you still love me! Did you miss me?" she asked and I just nod and she kiss me again on my cheeks

"hey unnie stop!" I said and tickle her

"Jennie fucking kim stop!!!" she said in laughs
She get up and sit and help me get up.

"How are you my little sister?" she said. Yes I have a sister she stays at New Zealand with mom. Her name is Dara (A/N: Dara Park)

"I'm okay. You how are you and Jiyong oppa?"

"we're okay as always. You? I heard something about you. The air whisper me something." She said and pinch me on my nose

"hey what's is it? Did chu said something?" I said and she just smiles at me

"You know you can tell me anything right? You can trust me jen" my sister said and rub my back to assure me that everything is safe with her

"Am I a bad person?" I ask her that makes her frown

"No Jennie. You know that between you and me I'm the one who can be a rebel but you? I think not. You can't be a bad person no matter you try yourself. You are the most beautiful heart I've ever known jen."

"You're just saying that because I'm your sister." I said

"No jen. Remember that moment when we we're at the vacation in Thailand? You we're 7 years old then and you gave your chocolate and handkerchief to the girl being bullied by the group of kids? "

"oh yeah I remember that." I said and smile. I wonder where is that girl now. I remember when the group of kids bully her because she's thin and dress like a boy. They shout her KE. And I wonder what is it until I ask my mom what is it but she didn't know to. As a curious kid I ask my sister dara to search for it. And I knew that that was a word to call or describe someone as gay.

"Do you think you can remember her if you saw her?" I was caught by what my sister ask me

"I don't think so? Maybe if I saw the handkerchief." I said

"Ohh I remember there's a name on it" she said and laugh

Yes there's a name on it. It was embroided and says Mandukie JK

"Let's go down stair and mom's waiting for us. And Chu is probably eating all the food we brought for you." My sister said and we decide to go down and saw jisoo with mom.

"but jen, we need to talk later you need to tell me everything about your lisa." She said and left me and went to mom

I ran to mom and hug her

I really miss her.

It's been months since she visited me and dad.

"my baby jennie" my mom said and we hug tight

"mom I'm not a baby anymore" I said and she just smile

"yes auntie she's not a baby anymore because she's a grown woman now who wants someone...."

I didn't let jisoo finish her sentence and grab the chocolate she's eating and put it in her mouth to make her shut.

"What is that jennie?" My mom ask me and look at both of us

"Mom its nothing. Chu is just teasing me. That's literally nothing mom"

"Did you and kai had a comeback?" My mom teases me and she poke my left arm

"Mom! You know that kai is just a friend now. I actually don't see myself with him in the future." I honestly said to my mom who looks like shock by my words. Because she witness how i've struggles during my 1st week of break up.

"But he came back for you."

"But i don't feel romantically in love with him anymore. More of like a brother to me. And i like someone else." I said and jisoo choked her food

"Jenduekie? Are you serious by now? " jisoo ask me in disbelief

"Yes. I like someone else now. And please i want to keep it with myself as of now." I said because i know mom won't stop asking me. Yes i admit that i like lisa now but i'm not ready to tell my mom and dad about it. How am i gonna say it? Like, hey mom & dad i'm gay and i like girls. I wish it's easy as that.

"We will talk later!" Jisoo said but still eating. Such a child.

"Are you guys stay here til when?" I ask my mom

"We have a surprise to you mandu" my sister said

"What about it?"

"We're going to stay here for good." My mom said and i was froze by that words.

"Does it mean we're gonna spend time together more often? "

"Yes my daughter"

"Yaaaah!! I'm happy" i said and they hug me

I can't believe me.

Well i guess not all the things happened to be bad for me.

I got my mom and sister with me now.

My sister, Dara is my first best friend. She's 5 years older than me. I tell her everything but aside about lisa. I'm scared. But i know she will accept me no matter what happen or what i become.

Should i try?

Should i take risk?

Should i make the move this time?

Can i do that?

I still don't know.

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Okay i don't know if this story is interesting or worth reading.

I'm sorry.