My Hericane

S I YA M

Jennie's POV
Today is the first day of the event. We are all at the school's gym now and waiting for the kids from orphanage to arrived. We were all excused from our class because of the event.

Everyone is busy and the arts department students were all preparing the painting materials. The photography students were talking some of the photos of the venue.

I haven't seen lisa yet.

After a few minutes, the kids arrived with the students representatives from arts dept.

Then i saw lisa entering the gym with bambam.

Jisoo poke me and said "hey are you okay?"

"Yes im fine." I said to her i saw chaeng smile at me.

"Let's help them to settle the kids so that they can start" i said and we are all do our assigned task.

The Arts students started to teach and help the kids to do whatever they want to paint.

My eyes are lock at lisa who's been busy talking pictures of the kids.

She look at me without emotions. And start to look away.

I was talking to bambam because he's the vice president of the S.Org.

"So after they did the painting were going to give them the food and display their artwork here. Let's make this place like a painting and photo exhibit. " i said to bambam

"Yes but we need to help lisa to print and develop the photos she took to display it too. She's the best photographer in our school and i know fan girls will spent alot of money on her photos." Bambam said

"Yeah of course we'll help her. We have a photo printer at the office. But someone needs to buy the frame so that it will be more presentable." I said

"I'll take responsibility of that. But we just need to help lisa to edit her photos first so that she could tell us what size of the frame i will get."

"Okay then this day is settled. We need to make sure that this event will be a successful one."

"Don't stress too much Jennie. This will be fine."

"How is she?" I said and ask bambam. He looked at me seems to be shocked that i ask him

"I would lie if i said that she's fine because she's really hurt. She may look like she's fine but no she's dying inside. She's trying to make people see that she's strong. But not Just because someone is strong enough to handle pain, doesn't mean they deserve it. She doesn't deserved all of this " he said at my eyes. I can see how he loves lisa as his own sister

"I'm sorry." That's the only words that came out from my mouth

"You didn't do wrong to me jennie. So don't say sorry to me. Its lisa who's been hurting i think she's the one who deserved to that words"

Yes he's right. I should be saying sorry to her. But i don't know how to face her.

"Lisa is the strongest person i've ever known. But No matter how strong someone is, there is always someone who can make them weak. And that is you jennie. All of the painful experiences lisa's been through its the first time she told me that she's tried to live. You were her happiness and strength for the past months jennie but you're also her weakness. I know its early to say that but lisa didn't even know what you did to her to make her love you like this. She needs you." I can feel how sincere his words is

"Why are you saying this things? You're supposed to protect her from me because i might hurt her even more."

"I know i don't have rights to say this but i know you feel the same. I know you're just holding up. What scares you jennie?" Bambam ask me. To be honest it's people that I'm scared of