Because We're Having a Baby (COMPLETED)

The Nightmare Before Christmas

Bumuntong hininga siya ulit ng malalim. "This is so hard for me. But don't think that I.."- Leshe! Bitin na naman magsalita toh!

"Anuuu? Kanina ka pa pabitin-bitin magsalita! Isasabit na kita eh!"- Bwisit kasi. Akala mo babae maginarte.

"Please don't.. Don't think that I took advantage of you. Kung nasa katinuan lang ako kagabi baka hinatid pa kita pauwi. Don't think na ganito ako sa mga babae.."-  Para siyang ewan. Di ko ma-explain ang itsura niya. Basta seryoso lang siya. Pero ramdam mo yung sincerety niya sa bawat salita niya. Damn him!  Why I can't get mad at him that much for this?!

Natahimik naman ako.  Parang nadadala ako sa emosyon niya.."I never said that.."- Mahinahon  kong sabi. Magkatinginan na kami ng mata sa mata. I already saw to his  eyes that he meant that. And I can't believe that I'm believing him.

How can somebody trust and believe someone you don't even know for too long? Just because you had sex with him that's why you're into him? I don't think so.

I just got broken days ago, and now I just got into this man? What a shameless and stupid thing!

I want to get mad but I just can't. And I know this is all my fault! Of course, he's a man, whoever I got drunk with will tempt to do this. I'll just think that maybe it's better that it's with him than anybody else. Because atleast,  he never left me. But wait? How can he leave me? It's on his house the crime scene? Argh! This is my worst nightmare, ever!

"Okay, I believe you."- Mahinahon ko pa ring sabi.

"You do?"

"Gusto mo bawiin ko at ipagulpi kita sa mga kuya ko?"- Tinaasan ko pa siya ng kilay.

"I deserve that."-  Mahina pa rin niyang sabi. Eh di siya ng mabait! I don't want to be a  bitch in here but what am I supposed to be? Still the finest girl? No  longer innocent on that. And it's my fault. I became careless to myself, and I should take it as a lesson.

Binatukan ko siya ng mahina dahil ang drama niya. Ano toh? Upset siya dahil sa nangyari sa amin tapos ako pa magchi-cheer up sa kanya? Ayoko din naman ma-guilty siya ng habang buhay dahil pareho naman kaming walang alam at hindi ginusto  ito.

He just look at me..

"Don't worry at all.  Just.. Just forget it. Never think that it happened. You know, I like you as friend, I'm comfortable when I'm with you and I think you're a nice person too. So, I don't want this thing happened between us be a reason not to be your friend anymore. I hope you don't mind. "- Whew! Nasabi ko rin! Tama lang kaya?

Natahimik muna siya na parang iniisip pa ang isasagot.

"Ok-okay, I don't mind.."- Mahinang sabi niya pero narinig ko naman. A moment of silence na naman kami.

"I have to go.."- Hindi na naman ako makapagisip ng tama.

Siguro tama nalang na kalimutan namin ito para hindi kami magka-ilangan. He's so good to me and I like being his friend. Kakakilala lang namin at gusto ko naman  siyang maging kaibigan talaga, bwisit lang tong insidenteng may nangyari kaagad sa amin. Ayoko din namang mailang siya sa akin.

Inalis na niya ang lock para makalabas na ako. Bago ako bumaba nagpaalam muna ako sa kanya.

"So, bye.."- Medyo nahihiya ako dahil di ko alam kung okay lang sa kanya na ganito nalang.

"Bye.. See you around.."

"See you around.. Merry Christmas.."- Ngumiti ako ng konti sa kanya.

"Merry Christmas.."- Pahabol pa niya bago ako tuluyang bumaba ng kotse..