The Nerd's Mafia

Chp 32- "How does a python kill?"

"Parents are special." I just said and watched as she crawled on my lap giving me a shiver of disgust.

"Lydia get off--"

"Make me forget." She said swallowing nervously and kissing me but I was too frozen as she parted my lips and exploired my mouth.

"Lydia--"

"Please." She tugged at my hair making me sign before I kissed her hard trying to drive away the feeling of disgust away and the fact that I was with Neddy but Lydia needed me although it could never be nice. She was always there for me just like Emmanuel.

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I woke up with Lydia running her hands on my neck.

"Morning." She said smiling making me grimace at what I did. I couldn't help but feel guilty. I pushed her away watching her peck up as I rolled away from the bed.

"Lydia you did see what I gave him right?"

"But that doesn't mean we have to stop fucking and I have much better qualities than the Nerd..he is a virgin clearly and you are a very sexual person."

"You know what it means and he is different..for once I actually feel something." I said watching her blink.

"Something?"

"Yes Lydia...I feel something and look onto another club for a party."

With that I turned back to the shower to remove her touch away. I washed myself until my skin felt raw and painful. I finally finished before leaving Lydia in the room and ate breakfast quietly.

I have had a lot of boyfriends but still sleeped with Lydia so what made Neddy so special. I didn't want to damage his innocence nor hurt such a sweet lil man who barely had friends. He gave me emotions that even I couldn't comprehend in words.

"You're quite." Emmanuel said making me bite my lip at Steven and Stephanie who ate peacefully.

"Yeah what happened to..oh my tangible?" Steven asked making me roll my eyes.

"Shut up you're just jealous your love life is complicated and only I can call him tangible..so let's leave." I commanded feeling angry out of nowhere.

Damn this bitchy body that I was trapped in had emotional issues.

Stephanie nodded standing up with Steven as we walked to the car. I still couldn't stop thinking of how Lydia moaned at my touch and how I felt like pulling away even though I didn't.

We finally arrived on time and I left the two to go look for neddy. Here I was feeling all possessive as I watched the necklace glow around his neck as he inserted his code yet I slept with someone else. He always managed to look gergous, he was wearing olive shorts with a cream white shirt and the same lame converse shoes. His legs creamy pale as he kept on biting his lip abusively and that alone made him look perfect. His hair dark as raven nicely pulled back.

His sight made me even more guilty for some reason and I didn't like the feeling. I walked to him but he suddenly closed the locker turning to face me so I froze on my steps seeing his face. His ocean clear eyes looking straight at me regardless of being like twelve steps away from him, and they held a demand...a need to know the truth.

I watched with narrowed eyes as he walked straight at me and passed which had me swallowing nervously, I turned around so fast that I bumped into someone who I didn't pay interest to. Their complaints were nothing as I followed neddy who walked to the School garden.

He stood in the middle of it and I just watched for a few minutes before he turned around.

"You got the acting perfectly...this feels like twilight." My voice was harsh although that feeling of going over to him and demand his forgiveness crowded me.

"Are you ready to tell me?" He asked softly before sitting on the grass.

I raised my brow before sassily crossing my hands on my chest.

"Tell you--"

"The truth." He interrupted me for the first time as his eyes glowed with determination.

"You going to be soo fucking late for class."

"Pearl the truth."

I looked at him for the longest time and he looked back.

Fuck guilt was killing me.

"Tell me neddy... how does a python kill?" I asked watching him pale and his eyes widen before he stood up slowly.

"Pearl--"

"No," I said walking straight to his face as those perfect ocean eyes looked up at me, I put my hand in his hair to tilt his head so he could look at me clearly "How does it kill?"

He swallowed and inhaled nervously "slowly and painfully."

"With what?"

"Venom."

"Who does it kill?"

"It's enemies..."

"And how much strength does the enemies have compared to a python?"

"Zero." He breathed out as I looked straight into his eyes.

"You could be an enemy or just a quick kill."