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Lonnie and Jane stayed for awhile before decided to leave, after Lonnie and Jane left, Carlos came by to hang out, I stayed for awhile longer before I walked back to my room. I heard Jay walking behind me so I turned around to look at him
"Look who just made it until the Tourney team" he says proudly
"That's amazing! I'm so proud of you" I say hugging him
"Thanks, I'm gonna go show the others" he says
"Have fun" I says, I walk into my room after that. It was getting late so I decided to get changed into something more comfortable, after that I sat down on my bed and started writing and singing a song about how I'm feeling right now, I started thinking about Harry and boom a song about him was made
"You keep me in your orbit, well, I know I'm a hard one to please. Give it too much importance, my love'll have you fall to your knees. I tell them this too often, know better than to bark up my tree. Just for me to fall and leave, nah, I'd rather just watch you smoke and drink, yeah" I sing along to the beat I made
"Steering clear of any headaches to start and if we're being honest. I'd rather your body than half of your heart or jealous-ridden comments. That come when you let in them feelings that I don't want, I never let 'em know too much. Hate gettin' too emotional, yeah" I sing laying down on my bed looking at the ceiling
"I'm better off without him, I'm better off being a wild one. On the road a lot, had to keep it a thousand, so that I'm better off not being around ya" I say getting up and looking at a picture of us
"Go on and face it, I'll never be ready for you, ready for you. I swear my love is a curse, make you head over shoes, head over shoes. Let's put them topics to bed and go fuck on the roof, just to say that we did it. You keep insisting I listen to your proposition, I dismiss them all, no offense, yeah" I sing putting the picture back down
"Steering clear of any headaches to start and if we're being honest, I'd rather your body than half of your heart or jealous-ridden comments. That come when you let in them feelings that I don't want, I never let 'em know too much. Hate gettin' too emotional, yeah" I sing walking around the room looking at all the things he has given me over the years
"I'm better off without him! I'm better off being a wild one. On the road a lot, had to keep it a thousand, so that I'm better off not being around ya. I'm better off without him I'm better off being a wild one. On the road a lot, had to keep it a thousand, so that I'm better off not being around ya" I sing walking back to my bed and sitting down again, I look at my phone to see I have a message from Evie
From Evie 💙 Hey Maddie, sorry it's late but we're on our way down to the kitchen and Mal wants you to come xx
From Maddie 💜 Hey Evie, I'll be down in a second xx
I think about changing into some other clothes but then I remember that I don't care about people seeing me like this, so I just walk down to the kitchen in my 'before sleep clothes'
