Finding Yourself

Who I am

What is the point of life? All you do is live until you die and once you die it's all over. My name is Jennifer Gray. I am 15 years old and i am a junior in highschool.To tell you the truth, I don't like highschool. I know you are probably thinking to yourself," don't all kids hate highschool?" and you are right, they do. But I dont hate highschool for the same reason everyone else does. I hate it because I am like the lamest kid at my school. I have no friends, barely any money, and worst of all I have this crush on a boy that never in a million years would fall for me. So basicly I have a pretty bad life.

Today is Monday, I hate mondays. Not only because we have school that day but because it is the first day of school that we have this week. I mean, you get to wake up early and stay up late on the weekend and boom! You have to get up at 6 a.m. and go to school within an hour. I always take showers before I go to school. I always have ever since I was little. I do this becuase when i was little I used to think the warm water would make me up faster, which it did. But I also thought that it would keep me awake through the whole day, which it did not.

I get up and I put on my favorite top, it's red and it has the word love written in sparkles. I am not much of a "sparkly" kind of girl but I love the fact that it says LOVE on it. I also put on my demin skinny jeans. Since I did not have P.E. today I decided to put on my chocolate brown boots. They were not uggs but they were good enough for me. i looked at myself in the mirror. I wasn't supper skinny but I wasn't the least bit fat either. i thought I looked pretty good in this outfit, but not nearly as good as the other girls in my school. I look one last time before I grab my bag and ran downstairs. I sat down and had a bowl of cerial and a banana. I ate it kinda fast because I was already late. I ran outside and walked to my bustop just in time to catch my bus.

i sat down in the first seat there was. Since i wasn't popular and I didn't have any friends i didn't feel the need to sit anywhere close to the back. I took out my ipod and I started to listen to music. Then my heart stopped as john walked on the bus. I had a huge crush on john but he didn't even know I existed! He walked right by me and didn't even look up from his cell phone. Who could he possibly be texting at 7 a.m. in the morning?I decided not to think about it too much and I continued to listen to my ipod.

The next thing I know we are already at my highschool. I quickly shoved my ipod in my bag and got off the bus. I looked behind me to try to see John walk off the bus but I couldn't see anything. As i was turning back around I saw someone who I havn't seen before. I am guessing she was new because she had a piece of paper in her hand and was looking around like she was trying to find something. I decided to walk over to her and ask her where she was going?

" Do you need help finding something?" I asked her

" Yah, I am trying to find the administation office." She said politly

" yup. If you want to follow me i will show you." I told her

" Are you sure, won't you be late for class?" she asked

" Nah it's ok. I don't really mind." I said

I walked over to a big brick building and she followed me.

" whats your name?" i asked her

" Elizabeth" She told me

" Oh hi. I am jennifer!" I told her

I led her into the building and showed her to the desk where she is supposed to get her class schedual. I decided to wait for her in case she needed help finding her way to class. She came back in about 10 minutes and looked surprised to see me.

" why are you waiting for me?" I couldn't tell if she was happy or mad.

" To help you find your way to your next class. What do you have?" I asked her