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Heartless

Iv'e been told i'm heartless.

That i don't love anyone but myself.

That the reason none of my relationships work out is because i don' try.

Because i don't care enough to try.

It hurts sometimes.

i DO love people

And i let the people that i love know that i love them.

But sometimes it gets hard.

And sometimes i have to wonder.......

Am i heartless?

Is it heartless to let a blind girl at your homecoming dance with you by standing on your feet because she can't see and no one else will?

Is it heartless to buy your friend a pair of shoes and socks at the zoo because she has blisters on her feet cause she decided to wear heels?

Is it heartless to text your friend every single day "How's it going?" because you know he gets anxious.

Is it heartless to go to the cemetery where your 2 best friends are buried and talk to them because you never got closure?"

Is it heartless to lay next to someone in the middle of the night roll over hug them and say i love you?

Yeah so maybe i don't show emotions a lot.

I have this "resting bitch face" front.

I seem busy

Bored

Distracted

Aloof

But that's just if you look at me.

If you don't care enough to come over and talk to me.

Heartless

Heartful

Hearty

Heartfelt

You decide.