And I was
so afraid
of being something I wasn't,
that I over-analyzed
my every action,
behaviour,
thought
and word
and I thought
certain thoughts
of myself,
whether or not
they were true.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Little Black Notebook
ŞiirDrowning in this incomprehensible, nonsensical darkness that tries to take over me, I release my filtered thoughts upon paper in an attempt to be set free.
Afraid.
And I was
so afraid
of being something I wasn't,
that I over-analyzed
my every action,
behaviour,
thought
and word
and I thought
certain thoughts
of myself,
whether or not
they were true.
