Weightless (lashton au)

Chapter sixteen

GUYSS I SAW THE 1D MOVIE AND IT REMINDED ME OF HOW 1D AF I AM OK AHSHSVEV IT WAS GREAT IN THE THEATER SOME GIRL SCREAMED "Larry is real" AND EVERYONE SCREAMED WHEN ZAYN HIT A HIGH NOTE WOWOW I JUST LOVE THIS FANDOM SO MUCH WE'RE LIKE A FAMILY ITS JUST GREAT

Also as you guys already know Ashton had to go to the hospital because he had appendicitis (there was a rapture in his appendix) so he had to get surgery :( poor baby I hope he's okay now, I don't want him to be in pain he's an angel and the sad part is that he's blaming himself because they had to cancel some plans.. Ashton does so much for us already and we just want him to get better honestly and it's not his fault in any way and I really hope he knows that :c

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"And your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck

I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet

And with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now."

~ Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran (aka the Larry Stylinson song god daMN IT ED WE KNOW ITS ABOUT LOUIS AND HARRY) ((at least that's what I think))

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**ALSO THERES A MOVIE MENTIONED IN HERE THAT ISNT ON DVD YET SO LETS JUST PRETEND IT IS OK AND IVE NEVER WATCHED IT SO DONT JUDGE**

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Ashton's POV

The sound of the apartment door opening made my hand wrapping the bandage around my bleeding wrists shake. Fuck, I was so close to getting caught and Luke can't know he can't-

"Ashton?" He called out as I frantically put all of the bandages away and pulled down my sleeves.

I burst out of the bathroom, a huge, fake smile plastered on my face with one thought coursing through my brain;

He can't find out.

Once Luke saw me, he dropped the grocery bags on the table with a bright smile on his face. At least someone was happy.

Opening his arms and biting his lip expectantly, I took the hint and walked into his embrace.

"I missed you," Luke murmured into my hair, pressing kisses on the top of my head. Blood rushed to my cheeks as I buried my face in his chest, trying to ignore the burning pain from my arms.

"Its only been an hour!" A giggle escaped my lips as Luke looked down at me with a fond smile.

"Yet I still missed you. I think that's a true testament to how much I love you, don't you think?" I snorted,

"Wow, so many big words! I'm proud of you, Lukey." I patted his cheek, causing Luke to roll his eyes as he unwrapped his arms from me.

The stinging pain from the cuts was pushed to the back of my mind temporarily; Luke simply being around me made me forget.

But, it was temporary. Luke will leave me someday like everyone else has, and I'm trying to prepare myself for that day but I just can't. Pain is everlasting and happiness is just wishful thinking.

Luke suddenly spoke up, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"I brought home a movie that we could watch, I mean if you want too-" Luke's hopeful expression made me suspicious, as if he knew I would refuse to watch the movie. A list of possible movies it could be popped into my head as I narrowed my eyes at the blonde boy,

"What is it?" Luke slowly went through one of the grocery bags on the table, guiltily biting his lip. "Please don't tell me it's-" he pulled the movie out and immediately laughed at my shocked expression. All I saw was the creepy doll on the cover and I knew what it was, Michael claimed he watched it without getting scared. Fucking liar.