Jishwa: Darn you, you adorable human bean.
Tyjo: *gasp* How'd you find out!?
Jishwa: I've known from the start.......
Tyjo: Ohhh, it's probably because you're also a bean.
Jishwa: Pffft, what? No. Pshhh.
Tyjo: Yes you areeeeee :3
Jishwa: You're adorable, I can't say no to you.
Tyjo: Do you hate me?
Jishwa: What? nO!
Tyjo: Then clearly you lied, cause you can say no to me ;3
Jishwa: Honestly I can't even be mad because first of all, I don't think I could ever be mad at you, and second of all, I should've seen that coming.
Tyjo: Couldn't be mad at me, huh? Even if I killed your best friend?
Jishwa: First of all, you're probably my closest friend lol. Second of all, you wouldn't do that XD
Tyjo: Okay, well what if I hypothetically killed myself? Wouldn't you be mad?
Jishwa: I'd probably be depressed and upset and shocked if anything. And I'd probably blame myself for letting it hypothetically happen.
Tyjo: Joshy, no :( It would by no means hypothetically be your fault.
Jishwa: I know, but I'd come up with a way to blame myself for it....
Tyjo: Josh.... :(
Jishwa: Let's change the subject, this got too sad.
Tyjo: Yes please....
Jishwa: ....
Tyjo: ....
Jishwa: ....
Tyjo: So are you excited that we might meet tomorrow?
Jishwa: Akskfkxksks uh yes. I'm so excited.
Tyjo: I mean at least you have an idea of who I am, I have no clue who you are.
Jishwa: ;))
Jishwa: That means I get the pleasure of knowing who you are first.
Tyjo: You lucky, lucky bean. I mean you're not lucky for having to see me, but you are lucky because you'll know who I am before I know who you are.
Jishwa: That was slightly confusing at first, but now I think I understand.
Jishwa: Why won't I be lucky to see you?
Tyjo: Because I am not a sight to look at.
Jishwa: Tylerrrrrrrrrr. I'm sure you're gorgeous.
Tyjo: In my dreams, maybe lol
Jishwa: More like in reality. I know you're gorgeous.
Tyjo: Why do you think that? And how would you know?
Jishwa: I just feel it. I can picture you being pretty cute.
Tyjo: Hah, you're funny, Mr. Hotsy-Totsy.
Jishwa: Did you just call me hot?
Tyjo: NO I DID NOT.
Jishwa: Awwwwwww, Tyler thinks I'm hot!
Tyjo: NO. I wouldn't doubt that you're attractive, but I did NOT call you hot.
Tyjo: I mean, I wouldn't know anyway.
Jishwa: ;3
Tyjo: Sir, you need to stop.
Jishwa: Nope ;)
After a long, all-day conversation with Josh, it was soon time to go to sleep. I was extremely excited to possibly see Josh the next day, but I knew I had to get sleep so I didn't have dark bags under my eyes. Reluctantly, Josh and I said goodnight to one another and both went to bed. All I could think about was what I'd wear, what I'd say to him if I met him, what I'd do, etc. After a while of my mind racing, I eventually fell asleep.
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Joshler Because I'm: Soft
FanfictionYou heard it, folks. Joshler. They're actually in high school though, so there's that. Anyway uh, it's pretty self explanatory so yeah. Oh and trigger warning: bullying, violence, self-harm, suicide.
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