my face became numb
lips cracked and bitten
unable to sense the warmth
metamorphose of Solaris to Polaris
an empty ocean
drowns me in grief
stupefied
i kissed the floor with your blood
picked up your heart with missing arteries
unknowing bliss
resist the urge to cry piss
how's your new skin?
plastic epidermis
latex cellular formation
i couldn't stay like this
the sharper the stake
the easier it pierce
i don't mind the hole it would produce
desolate copper cage
your personal hell
the cannibal raven's already deceased
it sung goodbye
and never complain
though selfish at those free
those dare revel in her skies
i'm sorry i took it away from you
demolish my ribcage
agent orange for skeletal flora
napalm death to parasitic fauna
inside a meat biodiversity
a composition of stunted cells
and differing chemistry
mutual anathema
i'm no longer a submissive alchemist
i now swear my heart to Thelema
take your eyes somewhere else
they lost precious gems
replaced with fabric
with each dawn and sunset they squint
lost their purpose to gaze at the horizon
and worship a dead sun
selective admiration
confounded ignorance
used to cast them into stone
it isn't statis
nor platonic chemical collision
of kindred strangers
such disgrace
avoidance of lucid emotions
"fervor that exists, i must destroy"
perhaps that medusa i once knew is lost
