DOUBLE UPDATE
Hyung sat two tables away from me. I'm pretty sure he can feel me staring at him. There's an exam coming up in Mrs. Choi's class and she's the toughest teacher here. And everyone is signing up for days to study.
Our time is just about done. I just don't understand one thing and it's how to read music. I never knew how to read it. Hyung normally helped me but he's ignoring me.
"The student center will be closing in three minutes. Please have all your things and be out in three minutes" The lady comes on again. I never tried to learn her name. I mean why would I if she's rude to me every time I come in here and calls the wrong name every time?
There's a crackle of thunder then heard groans and mummers about how it should have been clear skies all day. Oh, Hyung gets sick easily.
Taehyung forced my to bring a jacket- saying I'll get sick from the wet air or whatever (something I don't understand.)
"H-Hyung?" I look to see him pouting one hand sticking from under the safety and dryness if the roof.
"It's raining." I can hear the pout in his voice and can't help but smile.
"Ah, I see that."
"I'll get wet.."
"Take my hoodie. The dorms are kinda far though..."
"I can't do that."
"Either take my jacket or I'm going to buy you an umbrella." At that the jacket is no longer in my hands. He tries to place it over both our heads.
"Kook-Ah get under- aish just get under it won't kill you."
Wordlessly I get under and we make our way to the dorms. He's acting as if nothing happened. As if three weeks of nothing from him is normal. As if I shouldn't be upset.
"Hyung...? Hyung? HYUNG!"
"What kook?"
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Three weeks hyung. THREE FUCKING WEEKS WIthout a word."
"Jungkook, it's not the time." Tears prick my eyes. I don't know if I'm sad or upset. Three weeks is long ass time. And I want to know why.
"Then when is the time? Because every time I tried to talk to you, you'd ignore me like some random dude who's trying to hit on you. But who says you wouldn't give more attention?"
"You're a grown ass man Jungkook, why do you need me holding your hand every ste-"
"Because it kills me to know you are right there in arms reach and I still can't have you. Though how I feel isn't that important huh Hyung?" With that I walk away. I can hear his foot steps against the puddles and the screams of my name.
"JEON JEONGGUK! You idiot!" I stop not turning around. He catches up and my back is repeatedly hit. He cries as his arms give out and he hold my waist. His tears hit against my back.
"Let's get you cleaned up. Come on. You're tired." I lift him on my back. Our wet bodies pressing together.
"I'm not a baby." He speaks in pout and I wanna coo at him.
"You're my baby. My big baby. I'll clean you up and feed you then make sure you're no nice and warm in your bed."
"I'm not a baby~" he whines kicking his feet.
"Acting like that I believe you 100%"
***
"Hyung, I missed you." I have my head buried into his hair. Smells nice, like spring.
"Missed you too kook." His voice tired. Crying makes him tired. Just like a baby. Silky smooth skin. Pouty doll lips. Gah I wanna feel them.
"Finish later?" I'm a little tired too. Maybe from the warm bath, hot chocolate and hugs warmth. The soft music he had playing in the back isn't helping either.
"Yeah talk later."
With that I'm out. He's out. We're out. The both of us. Together.
