The Escapist

silent wars

I don't care if the sun sets down now
I don't care when I will get it around
I don't know if my mind feels alright
But I will stay here for one more moment if you want
Trying to figure out
Why I don't love anyone else
My family my friends
My significant others
Dear heart where are you right now
I don't know if anyone ever cared for me
I don't care if there's somebody I can reach
My mouth won't scream out the words you have said
I'm not okay
And I don't know when I will be
But I'm not okay
There he goes again
With his best suit and tie
I wish I could die
Where would you lead
Where should I set my feet
No I admit I'm not someone important
Yes I promise there's nothing going on in my mind
It's never ever a truce with myself
It's just silent wars