These days are getting hard
I feel like giving up in life
i hate waiting to see my future in those tarad cards
Because deep down in know that my future is for surebroken in million little parts
there's nothing that could ever fix my life
Everyone around me seems to have their plans togheter and somehow know who's going to be their future wife.
And here I am with no purpose waiting from god to atleast give me a little sign.
That my patnetic little world view would get better in a miraculous way that it would all be fine. But i feel so unsure about my future I can't control it and that makes me more scared.
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The diary of my mind .
Poetry"When life makes you cry and everything you seem to do seems to never work in life. Aout mental health and general struggles about growing up. Please note I wrote this when was around 15 ish