"You Were" [SheXChanYeol]

I can't

The park was filled with cherry blossoms and the spring breeze was messing Chanyeol's hair...
I was looking at him from the back.
I wasn't sure...Would he stay?

"As I said my disease has now grown so much and this m...might...k..kill me."
Tears were falling from my eyes.
I held his hand in mine, it was warm and couraged me to tell him the rest of my sentences...
"Don't go...help me fight this...please."
I shed another tear. His beautiful eyes were filled with confution but at last he decided to hug me...
That hug was so warm...I wanted to stay in his embrace forever...
"I never knew. Why didn't you tell me. I can't think properly now."
He wanted to think? About staying here or leaving me?
I backed and looked at him confused.
He closed his eyes, like he was strongly avoiding to look at me. I heard my heart breaking into pieces...
"I can't."
He said calmly...
And in a flash...
I was alone in the park. Shivering in the middle of spring because of being alone and sick...