What Am I {J.J.K. FF}(#wattys2018)

SORRY. I'M REALLY SORRY.

Guys...

I really don't have the pride in myself anymore to say this.

I'm sorry to say this.

But i won't continue this story anymore.

After thinking about this forever and contemplating about it, i've made up my mind to discontinue this story.

My anxiety have been eating me up just to write this and i'm really ashamed to end my story unfinished.

At first, i only make this story just for fun, just to fill in my spare time.

But as time goes on, i feel like lately, i have too much of an author's block and not having the thrill anymore when writing this story.

Am i not scared? I'm scared.

I'm scared of disappointment.

I'm scared of hateful comments.

I'm scared if somehow you guys are unsatisfied and hate me.

I'm scared of everything.

Everything bad that could possibly happen if i end this story.

I'm scared if i can't meet people's expectations.

I really hate when people are disappointed of me.

Some day, if it gets really bad and unbearable, i self-harmed.

So please,
Anyone, anywhere, if you get stressed or really can't talk these things to anyone, my direct message is always open.

I'm very happy if you guys want to talk about your hardships to me, even though we really don't know each other.

Once again, i'm so sorry if i already bring you to this phase and wasting your time but in the end,

Baram, Jihye, Hyesung, BTS members (in this fic.), and all of the characters in this story life's stops here.

Thankyou for keeping up with this story.

I'm sorry if i still can't fulfill your wishes.

If anyone wants to continue this story, their life and change some things, you can message me for more info :)

My messages are always open for you guys :)

Until then, bye ;)

*Gonna take some time off Wattpad and making ff to clear off my mind. But my direct message ALWAYS open :) *

보라해 💜 그리고, 사랑해 ♥

I purple you 💜 and I love you ♥