I Just Want it All to End

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"Children waiting for the day, they feel good

Happy birthday, Happy birthday

Made to feel the way that every child should

SIt and listen, Sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, No one knew me

Hello teacher, tell me what's my lesson

Look right through m, look right through me"

-Gary Jules and Michael Andrews, "Mad World" 


      The voices in my head make me crazy. I can't control it. It's like I'm drowning in my thoughts and nobody can save me. I'm waiting for a superhero to come and help me. The world isn't the only one that needs saving nowadays. Now let me go on about something else.

      The boy I have liked since I first laid eyes on him at the beginning of eighth grade doesn't know I exist anymore. We talked last year but haven't talked since. I could be standing next to him in the hallway and he doesn't notice me next t him. His icy blue eyes don't see my earth-like ones. Nobody sees my existence. Am I really as pale as a ghost where people see right through me? I am not transparent. I exist. My only question is does the boy I like even exist?


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